My God-Killing Story with Cthulhu

[Fantasy writing, fantasy writing, no harem, no routine, no invincibility, no system, no brainlessness, fun writing but not always fun] They are gone, they are gone... Sleep, sleep... When I merge with Cthulhu, I cannot escape the fate of being hunted. In this world, righteous people are often regarded as fools because they always adhere to their own principles without considering the interests of others. They are often too idealistic and unable to see the true face of reality. Your thoughts and memories are completely transparent to the outside world. Like a book placed in a public place or a movie shown in a square, it is completely exposed and can be seen from the outside world. When you communicate face to face, everything you communicate is true, and it is impossible to cheat or lie. What kind of changes and what kind of politics will happen to a creature with completely transparent thoughts? You have no strategy and it is impossible to pretend. It turns out that this is "Cthulhu" who is blind and ignorant, thinking that he is a perfect creature that fills in his flaws and disadvantages. What is this world like? Maybe I can't find the answer, but I want to know. I have no salvation from the suffering in the world. There is a monster in everyone's heart. That day I killed my weak self, and a new me was reborn. I will eventually become the strongest person in this world, the source of all ends, and end the era of the gods!