In a car accident, I fell to the bottom of the river. When the cold river water quickly poured into the car and swallowed me up, it was both blurry and clear. Looking back on this ridiculous first half of my life, my lover, children, and parents were all a self-deceiving joke. I was filled with regret and hatred... If I was given a chance to start over, it would not end in such a hasty defeat...
