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Shen Juan, Duan Jiaxu, Sang Yan, Jiang Ren, Xie Ci, Xu Xingchun, Cheng Juan.
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A Short Sad Story, the Kind That Makes You Cry!
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It's so beautiful, every sentence brings me to tears [crying] Ye Xiao, Ruan Yusheng, Ye Feng, Lin Xu, Lu Ming, Lin Jingye, Chen Ji... You must be happy for the rest of your life ૮ ´͈ ᗜ `͈ ა♡
It's sad and beautiful, and it really represents Ye Xiao and Ruan Yusheng, Ye Feng and Lin Xu, Lin Jingye and Chen Ji. Cautious liking, duplicitous words, retreat from low self-esteem, secret love is painful, trying extremely hard to like someone, but in the end it all ends in failure. The most difficult thing to accept is that Lin Jingye has never liked Chen Ji. Although secret love is painful, it makes them become better and more outstanding people. Isn't it a success? Come on, author, I look forward to more of your works, I will keep reading! ! !
It's very beautiful, whether it's Ye Xiao and Ruan Yusheng, Ye Feng and Lin Xu, or even Lin Jingye and Chen Ji. Although the ending is not a happy one, the little details of each girl's crush are written out.
It's really easy to cry. I like the author's books very much. I have read every one of them. There are small connections between the three stories written around secret love. Every book made me cry. The writing is very delicate. It's really good, very immersive, and it reminds me of the boy I like. He is also very good, but he and I are destined to never end. He is so outstanding, but I am so ordinary. Well... My story with him is not over yet. I don't want to be a little mute. I plan to confess to him after graduation. No matter if he likes me or not, at least I will have no regrets in my youth.
On April 2, 2024, I finally finished reading three secret love novels. There were so many stories about experimental middle school that I could only write them down with regret. Ye Xiao, has the rain in your heart stopped? Lin Xu, can you get out of that memory called Ye Feng? Chen Ji, have you forgotten Lin Jingye? Ruan Yusheng, have you walked out of that heavy rain? Ye Feng, do you also feel regretful? Lin Jingye, do you remember Chen Ji? Lu Ming, are you living a happy life? Yi Feng, have you met your lover? We have no way of knowing this, but I will stubbornly believe that they are all living well together in parallel time and space, and they are also very happy. Because this ending is worthy of their youth. After reading the article "Da Da", I just want to say that Da Da Da's writing style is very good. When I read the postscript of "Da Da", I will also sigh, it turns out that this is also the most beautiful chapter in "Da Da Na Youth". So did Da Da get what he wanted in real life? People in Experimental Middle School have experienced too many twists and turns, so the road ahead will be smooth sailing only if they go up. Finally, I wish you all a smooth, worry-free and happy life.
It's really beautiful. Two people who are not very lucky. One is lonely and the other strives to live in the sun. In the end, Chen Ji met Gu Zhiyan. Lin Jingye met Jiang Yurou. One got a marriage certificate at the age of 25. The other was relieved in place for a long time before moving forward. The story of the city experiment is full of regrets, but their regrets are unavoidable. Regret is the normal state of life [crying] [crying] [crying] Xu Xu wants to be happy with Jiang Yifeng, and Ye Feng wants to be happy with Chu Wan Xiaoxiao wants to be happy with Feng Yihang, Yusheng wants to be happy with Xu Yuening Chen Ji wants to be happy with Gu Zhiyan, Jingye wants to be happy with Jiang Yurou Shen Qingqing wants to be happy with Xiao Yining, Xie Yangyang should look forward Lu Ming, Yi Nan, Xiao Ming, are you relieved? [Cry]
Lin Jingye may not be my favorite character, but he must be the best I have ever seen. He has upright views and respects every girl who is looked down upon. His parents divorced when he was young and no one is with him, but as long as others need him, he will always be there. He obviously grew up in such an environment. But he was able to live a bright and sunny life. He said: "No one will like me forever, but I will always like myself." But I think he is so good, he should be liked by everyone, because he deserves it. He is really a very good boy.
It's beautiful, whether it's Ye Xiao and Ruan Yusheng in "The Sound of Rain is Late", Lin Xu and Ye Feng in "Secret Love That Little Sad Thing", or Lin Jingye and Chen Ji in "Secret Love: This Huge Pantomime". Although these endings are regrettable, they are also empathetic. Just like Ye Xiao said on the homepage the person he hates the most: Ruan Yusheng It's still Ye Feng's sentence about Sister Lin, not like catkins blowing up in the wind. There is also a peace talisman given by Lin Jingye to Chen Ji that reads: Master Lin bless you, Chen Ji, for peace and success, and good luck in times of trouble. [Cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry]
It's sad and beautiful, and it really represents Ye Xiao and Ruan Yusheng, Ye Feng and Lin Xu, Lin Jingye and Chen Ji. Cautious liking, duplicitous words, retreat from low self-esteem, secret love is painful, trying extremely hard to like someone, but in the end it all ends in failure. The most difficult thing to accept is that Lin Jingye has never liked Chen Ji. Secret love is probably just talking to himself. From the beginning to the end, that person may not know your strong love. He is the god I accidentally glimpsed in this chaotic world. Secret love is a silent pantomime, a secret hidden deep in the heart, a regretful but beautiful color that stuns youth. As long as you have seen the flowers bloom, why care about whose family the flowers fall on. Spring flowers are winter's dreams, but the flowers growing in the cold winter may not remember the little tree that was once beside them, but the little tree will never forget. Not everyone can be brave, not every flower They can bloom enthusiastically in spring. But the flowers that grow tenaciously in winter are still eye-catching and brilliant. Bad enough for us to accept regrets calmly. Every flower will usher in the spring that finally truly belongs to it season. Every one of you who chases the moon is not ordinary and dim.
This book is so good, it made me cry to death [Crying] The male protagonist's outlook on life is really upright. "Spring flowers are winter's dreams" "In the long and lonely winter, you are the only spring that I want to embrace most." "Everyone has his or her own judgment on the value of life, and will choose the path that he thinks is the right way to finish his life." "No one is qualified to ask others to take the path that they think is the right way. Even your parents, relatives, and friends are never qualified to decide your life for you." "The choice of your life path must always be in your own hands." "If someone wants to take away your rights, then fight for them and defend them to the death." I have read almost all of Wanwan's books, and every one of them touched my heart [crying]. I hope Wanwan will get better and better. Also, Happy New Year to Wanwan [love]
I finished reading "Secret Love in This Massive Pantomime" today and I have read all the author's books. I just want to say one thing, "Secret Love in This Massive Pantomime" is really good. At the same time, I also want to comment on Wanwan's be tetralogy. It's really sad. I almost finished watching it last night, but I remembered that I had to get up early the next day, so I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth at 8 o'clock. As I was brushing, I thought about what I just mentioned in "The Huge Pantomime of Secret Love" content, and thought of the heart-wrenching quotation in "Xiaoxiao Yu Shengchi": "She doesn't need to compare with anyone, I like her just because she is Ye Xiao." "Ye Xiao, how can your life be so perfect? Is it perfect? Only Ye Xiao knew that there was a permanent gap in her perfect life, and that gap was called Ruan Yusheng, and it hurt for a long time. "In this huge Beijing, there is everything, but there is no Ruan Yusheng." Disliked person: Ruan Yusheng. Favorite person: Ruan Yusheng, only Ruan Yusheng. "I want to cry because of nostalgia, or because we should be a perfect couple." I cried in the bathroom after brushing my teeth. I went to bed at 9 o'clock and cried until 10 o'clock. These three books made me cry so much. Well, I think "Qing Qing" in the be tetralogy is not very good to watch, because the heroine quickly let go and the hero fell in love. It felt a bit abrupt. It would be better if the psychology could be written out. And it's a bit far-fetched to fit the opening sentence. (Personally, I like Wu Jing from "Qing Qing" very much.) As for "Secret Love, This Huge Pantomime", I think that although it is slightly inferior to "Secret Love, This Sad Little Thing" and "The Sound of Xiaoxiao Rain is Late", it is already excellent. And these three books are very easy to cry. (When reading the other three books, why did my tears feel so cheap? But when I read "Qing Qing", I suddenly felt that my tears were worth a lot.) The last and last... (Actually, I don't know what to say.) I think that among the second songs, "The Sad Little Thing of Secret Love" (the number one that will always be in my heart) is the well-deserved first place, and the second place is of course "The Sound of Xiaoxiao Rain". (The main thing is that the titles of these two books really poked at me, Secret Love: This Sad Little Thing. Its title is one of those that is easy to resonate with, and it pokes at me for the first time. Xiaoxiao Yusheng Chi just read it. Some people may not find it very pokey like me, but later on they will find that it is really special, and it is not inferior to this sad little thing like Secret Love. Because it could obviously be called Xiaoxiao Yusheng, but it has to be called Xiaoxiao Yushengchi) The third place is of course "Secret Love in This Huge Pantomime" which is slightly inferior to these two books, and the last one is "Qingqing", because I feel that its ending is too miserable for the male protagonist, but the female protagonist is too good, and I see that all the comments in the comment section are talking about the male protagonist. It is obvious that he has paid far more than the female protagonist. Also, I heard someone say that these four books represent the four seasons respectively. If this is true, the author is too careful. Finally, I wish all the protagonists and supporting characters in the five books happiness!
After reading it, I felt very sad and couldn't cry. Every character in it is so well created, I will really fall in love with Lin Jingye countless times, but I still don't want to believe that the wanton and flamboyant boy has never liked Chen Ji [crying] [crying] [crying] I'm looking forward to the author's next books, and I hope the author can continue to write campus be stories, which are very real and allowed me to get to know other stories that are different from mine. I will always fall in love with the secret love written by the author. I hope the author's future works will be of this type.
First of all, this book is really, really good to read, and it is also very, very easy to cry [cry][cry][cry] (I really cried when I read it, and my eyes were swollen when I woke up in the morning [cry][cry][cry][cry]) While watching it, it reminded me of a sentence in "It Can't Be Hidden": She secretly discovered a treasure at the age when she first started to fall in love. It's a pity. But he failed to be the one who hid the treasure. I really feel like this sentence fits Chen Ji very well! That year she met a young man who amazed her throughout her youth. Unfortunately, he was no longer hers. Chen Ji, please be braver! Just a little bit [cry][cry][cry][cry][cry]
It's good to watch, but I don't think it's as regrettable as "Xiaoxiao Yu Sheng Chi". It has great staying power, but I still feel sorry for Chen Ji. Lin Jingye never liked her, and she never expressed her love. Fortunately, she was relieved. Overall it is highly recommended. "Spring flowers are winter's dreams"
This was a one-sided secret love, a war she fought alone. Lin Jingye had never fallen in love with her. He was just a little sun, a sick little sun. She also needed a love that was unwavering, hot, and must be his, but she couldn't do it. Fortunately, the little sun had a warm and must-have girl to accompany him throughout his life. And she also has her own little sun, which comes for her and stays with her hand in hand.
It's very interesting. This ending is really good. Lin Jingye is so showy and flamboyant, like a little sun, but he is very heart-wrenching, so I feel from the bottom of my heart that he deserves a better lover. It's not surprising that he was moved by the full love later. This kind of bravery is what Chen Ji does not have. Her low self-esteem and sensitivity are destined to be unable to give Lin Jingye the constant love he needs. It is hard to fall in love secretly, but fortunately she has become a better version of herself and met the person who can make her heart beat. Chen Ji is really excellent, but her family environment makes her always question herself. Lin Jingye shines into her world like a beam of light. It is easy to be moved by such a person, and there is no doubt that falling in love with him. But don't forget, be yourself, there will always be someone who understands you, and you should always love yourself the most.
The author's writing is very good I think this is the third sadistic novel written by Meng Zhiwan. Although this book won't make me cry like "Xiaoxiao Yu Sheng Chi" and "Secret Love", I felt very sad after reading it. Although Chen Ji's ending is happy But Lin Jingye is regretful after all Even though they reached the end, they still didn't resolve their misunderstanding. Lin Jingye didn't understand Chen Ji's heart, let alone his own heart But we are not the people in the book and have no right to evaluate the people in the book. Lin Jingye is a pity, but he also has his own life. I wish Chen Ji and Gu Zhiyan a safe and happy life I wish Master Lin peace and happiness Dr. Chen Dr. Gu Master Lin I wish you happiness every day It's been a long journey, and we're lucky enough to meet again
This is the fourth novel by Teacher Meng. Each of the four novels has been carefully read. Lin Xu, Ye Feng, Lu Ming, Ye Xiao, Ruan Yusheng, Xie Zeyang, Shen Bingqing, Chen Ji, Lin Jingye, and of course Ji Jiumei, Luo Yichuan, Ding Junming, Yinan, etc. (I wrote it in the order I read it) After reading the last part of "Secret Love: This Massive Pantomime", I suddenly thought of a sentence: "If things don't go as planned, there must be other plans." This sentence is also given to everyone. We will always be trapped by the things we regretted when we were young, but life is a long road and we will always meet the right person. Lin Xu met Jiang Yifeng, Chen Ji also met Gu Zhiyan, and the brave Ye Xiao and Ruan Yusheng in the parallel world got together. Everyone went for their own love. Sometimes I wonder if the ending would be different if they were really brave. Why didn't Teacher Meng refuse to write an extra story to let them be together? But regret is regret after all. Instead of dwelling on the past that cannot be changed, it is better to face the future with a smile. It would be really meaningless to write like this. In parallel time and space, they also live happily according to our expectations, right? So love cowards, be brave next time. "Even if the ending is not what you want, it will be a blessing when you meet me." Every time I read Teacher Meng's novel, I shed tears as if I didn't need money [crying]
I think this novel is the best one written by the author. Every novel is full of regrets, and every male and female protagonist has shining characteristics. I like the male protagonist of this novel very much. He is bright, has a positive outlook on life, is positive, gentle, good at studying, and respects girls. The male protagonist is a very good person, so he is good to everyone, but he is such a good person. From beginning to end, no one is as good to him as he is to others. Fortunately, he met his wife and Chen Ji. The female protagonist is also very good. She is kind and motivated. Every time I think of her, I will remember the sentence "It happened that you were bright that year, and it happened that I had low self-esteem." The female protagonist had very low self-esteem in high school and felt that she was not worthy of the male protagonist. Inferiority became the reason why they could not be together. Later, when the heroine became beautiful and no longer felt inferior, the hero already had a girlfriend. The whole novel is full of regrets. We should not be cowards of secret love. If you like it, don't give up. The male protagonist of this novel is a good person. He has a good outlook on life, respects women, studies well, has a good personality, is gentle, and is attentive. He has heart disease and still loves life, loves himself, doesn't care what others think, and loves to help others. But he is such a good person. From beginning to end, no one treats him as well as he treats others. Fortunately, in the end, he meets his wife, and they live a good life. People say that the hero has liked the heroine, but I don't think so. If you really like someone, how can you forget him? His kindness to the heroine is not because he likes her, but because the hero himself is a very good person, so he is so kind to everyone. Chen Ji, if you told Lin Jingye that you liked him, told him how good he was, and firmly chose him, would the ending be different?
I really like big books! I don't know why there is a person named Gu in every book. I have such a strong sense of substitution that I thought his surname was Gu! ! The writing is very good, very real, and very relatable. I look forward to the next book of Dada! [Crying][admiration]
I really recommend this author's book! ! ! ! The description of secret love is very good! ! ! ! ! I hope the author's next new book will be about secret love with be (I prefer be aesthetics) To sum up: campus, secret love, youth be It really touched my heart! ! ! ! ! And the author's writing is really good! ! ! ! ! So adoring [sending my heart]! ! ! ! ! ! ! Everyone must go and see it! ! ! ! ! ! !
I really like the author's writing style. Every character is very delicate and there is no bloody plot. It is plain and real. The writing is really great, I feel regretful and relieved at the same time. It made me feel sad and warm.
This is my favorite of the three books written by Mrs. Meng Zhiwan. The male protagonist in this book is also my favorite among the many secret love stories I have read. He is the kind of person who fell in love with him not long after reading it. Chen Ji was not lucky in her youth, but she met Lin Jingye in her youth. Just like his name, he is wild and unruly, and he is astonishing.
It's really good-looking, and it's really killer. In the previous book, at least Ye Feng liked Lin Xu, and Ruan Yusheng also liked Ye Xiao, but in this book, Lin Jingye didn't like Chen Ji at all [cry][cry][cry][cry] Spring flowers are winter dreams
This story is really good. It is the fourth BE story that I can't wait to finish, and it is also my favorite so far. The male protagonist is well portrayed, and the female protagonist is also very good. This story is the only one I can understand why they will not be together in the end. I even suspect that the male protagonist may have never liked the female protagonist, but he is still very good-looking. The male protagonist's dislike of the female protagonist does not affect his kindness and courage to share with the female protagonist, because the male protagonist is such a good person. There is a plot in this book that I like very much: the heroine is in love, but she dare not openly admit her love, and even says hurtful words to deny her love, because she cannot bear the impact of public opinion after being exposed. I understand her very well, because she has too few things, she is not the aunt of the principal, has no strong family support, and does not have outstanding appearance. She has too few things, and she cannot use what she has to gamble on an uncertain answer. But the male protagonist needs an admirer who is persistent and upright. Maybe we can wait until the heroine is strong enough to express love, but an outstanding person like the hero can always meet many good girls, and the heroine cannot be given enough time to grow up, so the two of them missed it. The protagonists in the other three books are not together, mostly because of some external uncontrollable factors (such as parents' illness, moving, or misunderstanding that the other party has a partner), but this book does not have such a plot, and the misunderstanding that the male protagonist has a partner is quickly clarified. This book is the only one in which the heroine has a chance to choose, but she chooses herself. Some people may think that the heroine is selfish, but I don't think so. I think this makes the heroine's character more fleshed out. She has firmly chosen herself. When a love that is out of one's control is in front of you, the male and female protagonists of TV dramas and novels usually assume that life is precious and love is more valuable, but in the real world, no one will first solve their basic needs before pursuing love. Finally, the author gave the story a happy ending very gently, letting the male protagonist know in a very poetic way that the female protagonist has really become a doctor and saved his life to a certain extent. I originally thought about whether the male protagonist knows that the female protagonist likes him at the end, but I feel relieved later. In fact, it is good not to write it clearly. After all, they are getting married. Telling it will only make people more troubled, and it is not important anymore. The female protagonist's secret love for him is the heroine's own chaos and her own wind and waves. If secret love was a test, she submitted a perfect answer. The examiner of this test was not the male protagonist, but herself, who was both the question maker and the answerer.
The secret love in the book is loud but silent, Dr. Chen's low self-esteem and his never-spoken love, the secret buried in the heart of Painter Yi Da was given to her along with the painting exhibition, and Dr. Xiao Gu's warm love and care day after day finally made this secret love not end in vain. I think, if there was not such a bad background, Xiaoji would not be the same as her name. This secret love will definitely have a different ending. Yurou's bright and confident self-confidence makes our Master Lin feel firmly loved. Even if the secret love never ends, just like what the book says, they have become good people. Fortunately, the spring flowers are blooming beautifully.
This is the first time I read a book like this that is not a two-way street, but I feel it has greater stamina. A sunny and handsome boy like Lin Jingye is the white moonlight in Chen Ji's dim years. Unfortunately, Lin Jingye may never know that Chen Ji once liked him so deeply [crying]
Spring flowers are winter's dreams. I've finished reading the third book. Wanwan's writing is still as good as ever. We have all lost one of the most important people in our journey of youth. In the process of growing up, there are ups and downs, gains and losses. All we have to do is to keep the memories in our hearts, grit our teeth, persevere and look forward. Stop and go, look back and see that I have gone through so many bumpy roads.
This book is really good and beautiful. Chen Ji and Lin Jingye, they are both very good people. Until Chen Ji was 25, he did not forget Lin Jingye. Every book written by Meng Zhiwan is very beautiful, very touching, and unforgettable. Because the order of reading books is different from the order of writing books, so I am looking forward to Da Da's next sweet novel [Blow Kiss]
I have read Meng Wanwei's "A Little Sad Thing of Secret Love" and "Xiaoxiao Yu Sheng Chi", and I would like to call them the god of BE novels. I didn't find the pantomime that sadistic, but the author's writing was so good that I felt depressed after reading it.