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He Was Gentle to Everyone, but He Lost Hope for Life
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The more sensible you are, the more no one will feel sorry for you, be well-behaved and humble.
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It's similar to the book "My Raised Sister Just Wants to Send Me to Prison"
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Sweet, touching and sad
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A Sour Story About Two Male Protagonists
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I Just Finished Reading Falling into the Twilight, and No Other Novel Can Irritate Me Anymore.
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I have seen very few people read this book. I have read many bisexuals, but this one is my masterpiece in my heart. It's very powerful, very sadistic, the kind that makes you cry without even realizing it. Gu Xiangbei's love cost a lot, but in the end it ended like that. I couldn't bear to let him go. Some parts suddenly made me cry, and I burst into tears. This book really got me into it. I think it is a masterpiece. I give it five stars, but I think it deserves even higher. Very powerful Why is the score so low? [Crying] This article really touched my heart from the writing style to the characters. Some people say that it is torture for the sake of torture, but I think it is so tearful that I must give it a higher score. This book deserves a high score [Crying] [Crying] [Crying]
I personally also know that class crossing is like a quick leap across the chasm, which requires not only the efforts of one person, but also the efforts of a generation. I have read too many fast-food-style novels, but with its eloquent way of telling stories, delicate and natural descriptions, and uncanny character creation, this book actually approached me and walked into me without me noticing, which made me unable to calm down for a long time. It is different from what is described in the introduction. The content is far more attractive than the introduction. I personally think this attack is not bad. The cruelty is not very popular (although it ends with illness in the end) Gu Xiangbei, Shi Songnan, Pang Xiao... It made me feel like they had really existed beside me in a trance. Strong in heart, kind, soft, strong and sensible like Gu Xiangbei, proud genetics, smart, strong and childlike like Shi Songnan, their love flows slowly and often.
This is the first time I write a book review, and it's very painful to read. Gu Xiangbei is really good. I haven't sympathized with a character for a long time, but he is so good, just like Hesse's words, "I am lonely, but I don't cry for loneliness. My eyes are satisfied with the things I see, because I have learned to see, and the world has become beautiful since then." He may have been born in pain, but his unconditional love for his family and his tolerance for Shi Songnan clearly demonstrate his ability to love others. He perceives the world and is never impulsive when encountering things. He always considers his family and his lover to the greatest extent, often neglecting himself. Nirvana is where all extremes and oppositions disappear. When he let go of everything and went on a self-driving trip with Pang Xiao, I felt that his life had a certain meaning of restart, and he truly experienced his own life. Perhaps the last time was when he was most relaxed and lived for himself. At the end, I still hope that he can have a good ending, but when I clicked on this book, his ending was already doomed. Regret seemed to run through his life. I hope that Gu Xiangbei can have the life he should have in the future. Every time I read it, I have a different feeling. Gu Xiangbei's personal charm is the biggest reason that attracts me to read. He has never changed his heart because of feelings or life. He has always been a good person from the beginning to the end. The emotional line of "Left Light Walking Right" is not so intense and passionate, but the author's delicate writing style reveals a touch of sadness. The suffering of life tortured Gu Xiangbei, and the suffering ran through his life. The tragedy of his relationship with Shi Songnan was not such a bitch. Blood, but after becoming inferior to society, Shi Songnan gradually lost his original intention. He was no longer the sincere young man who dreamed of the future with Gu Xiangbei in Lu'an Town. The pursuit of fame and fortune, like the wind and sand, buried his original intention, causing the two of them to fall apart. Emotionally, we are drifting apart. Even if we still love each other, there is no possibility. There is nothing more than heartache and helplessness. Gu Xiangbei's life seems to be always just a little bit away. He is just a little bit away from wasting time in Lu'an Town. His personality charm will always shine brightly.
Gu Xiangbei is really a good and good person. The reason why I think this novel is good is that he has no substitutes or misunderstandings about the bloody plot. The author's writing is very delicate. Gu Xiangbei and Shi Songnan have accompanied each other through adolescence until middle age. Gu Xiangbei has paid a lot for Shi Songnan, and Shi Songnan has not let down this relationship. In his heart, Gu Xiangbei has always been very important. He said to other people who have designs on him, "Even if Gu Xiangbei and I "I won't talk to anyone else if I break up with Xiangbei. My only lover is Gu Xiangbei", but he unintentionally hurt Gu Xiangbei a lot because of his vanity and desire to be recognized by the so-called "father". As the article says, "Gu Xiangbei's love for Shi Songnan is unconditional, good love and bad love, but Shi Songnan's love for Gu Xiangbei is conditional." He will change his attitude towards Gu Xiangbei because of other people's evaluation of Gu Xiangbei. Shi Songnan always thought that Gu Xiangbei would always be waiting for him, but he didn't know that Gu Xiangbei's heart had slowly stopped beating after being disappointed again and again.
OK, this is the fourth book on Tomato that I have read in one sitting, and it is also the fourth book on Tomato that made me cry. But the crying here is different. In the first three books, I cried because of the tragic love in the book, but in this one - I really cried for a character. Gu Xiangbei, you are really suffering. The writing is very delicate, full of fireworks, and not pretentious. There is nothing wrong with the whole story. It's not abuse for the sake of abuse, everything is connected and eventually becomes a closed loop. I have no feelings for Shi Songnan, and I don't think he is a scumbag, because I think he has never loved Xiangbei. As mentioned in the article, Shi Songnan's acting skills were so good that he even fooled himself. He thought he loved Xiangbei, but in fact it was just because Gu Xiangbei happened to appear and give him warmth during his most embarrassing days as a teenager, so the young man made a vow to stay with him forever. Shi Songnan is selfish and has never changed. Except after losing Gu Xiangbei, he still thinks that he is a white swan rather than an ugly duckling. Because of this, the class gap becomes deeper and deeper. In his heart he dislikes Xiang Bei, but why do you dislike Shi Songnan? Love is not worth mentioning in the face of interests. Gu Xiangbei was too protective. Shi Songnan never grew up and was always proud and arrogant. It was not until he really lost it that he finally understood the feeling and regretted it. When I read the last chapter, I suddenly remembered a sentence: "Self-esteem drags people to twists and turns in love." Shi Songnan was so arrogant that he wanted everything and wanted everything, so that he was in vain. He lost his lover, lost his career, and finally closed his eyes and slept. It's good that there is no crematorium for Chasing Wife, because we are already at the crematorium. May Gu Xiangbei be safe and healthy in the next life, no more torture, no disasters in the south, and go northward. Gu Xiangbei, I admit that you are an angel, but this world is too bad.
The writing is good and the characters are very three-dimensional. Xiangbei's life is really too bitter. Perhaps it is the best ending for him not to meet his teacher Songnan. Songnan and Xiangbei are destined to be tragedies from their names. The character who impressed me the most is actually Yang Xiuhua. It's not that she doesn't love Xiang Bei, it's just that for her, the future of her biological son is more important. Gu Xiangbei is essentially a kind-hearted and philanthropic person. His love is pure and sincere, whether for Fatty or Songnan. Such a good person cannot gain a foothold in society. I hope that he can be more selfish and think about himself in the next life. Overall it's well written and worth reading.
It's been a long time since I've read a book like this. I don't care about XP or dissatisfaction with my appetite. When I saw it in 🍅 and the popularity and ratings were low, I knew it was actually a good book. It was different like Chasing a Wife in the Crematorium, a refreshing novel about revenge, and Xiang Bei is a man with gentleness in his bones. His deceased parents, his partial adoptive mother, his lost dreams, his broken love, and his finally sick body, but he still seemed to be the "little gangster" who didn't go to school. He was still very gentle and protective. He was not related by blood. His parents were so partial that they made him drop out of school and work to pay for school fees. The younger brother will protect the young master's self-esteem when others despise Shi Songnan for being the child of a mistress, and never reveal his sadness to others. He seems to be careless, but he will also be happy for a long time after being praised by his adoptive mother when he was admitted to a good school at the age of fifteen, and Shi Songnan tells him to get out. When he was young, he just left carelessly. Some people looked down on him, but he never defended himself. Xiang Bei, in fact, you also look down on yourself. People with small ears are said to be unlucky. Xiang Bei, it is true that they are not lucky, but he is too gentle. Xiang Bei, please be good in your next life. Xiangbei, there is no next life. Xiangbei, people whose ashes are sprinkled into the water cannot be reincarnated. Is Xiangbei a Bodhisattva who is going through the tribulation? It's too gentle, Xiangbei, it's too bitter. Xiangbei
This book is really 🍅 the best. The characters and emotions are very good. The content does not have too many words to talk about abuse. It focuses on memories and combines them with the present of Gu Xiangbei and Shi Songnan. It makes people feel sad. Especially Gu Xiangbei's life experience and life make people feel distressed. I really feel like I can publish a book. It's really great. I hope you will read it. Xiangbei can have a happy family in his next life and live for himself [Sending my heart] [Sending my heart] [Sending my heart] This writing style can really be published as a book. It is not cumbersome and has no ups and downs of grudges and grudges. It is delicate and tender care. Compared with the plot behind it, it is heart-catching and has philosophical charm. It is really great and worth recommending [smirking] [smirking]
A touch of sadness, but very real. When I saw the ending, a line from "Only" came through my headphones: "The essence of love is the same, it's because of the crowds." How can I say it? It really fits the story of the two of them.
Show it to me! ! ! The writing and plot are all there, making people deeply empathize! I hope Xiang Bei will not be reincarnated as the extra story says. I hope he will have an afterlife, where he will be born into a warm family and have all the love he never enjoyed in his previous life. Yes, don't let the south meet Xiangbei. If you lose it, you will lose it. Xiangbei deserves better.
It's so beautiful that I must review the book! It's been a long time since I've seen such a three-dimensional character in a novel. Both attack and reception are very real. Even though it is a selfish plot, I still think it is real and not artificial, and it is not torture for the sake of torture. Part of my personality is very similar to Gu Xiangbei's, so I feel very sympathetic and painful. There was a part in the middle that made me feel a chill coming from my fingertips.
It's my first time to read a 300,000-word online article. Normally I don't have the patience to read it for so long. It took me more than half a year to read it intermittently, but it always has a kind of magic that makes me open it again and explore Gu Xiangbei's life. When I saw the title at the end, the cars on the highway obeyed the street lights, which were plain and a little desolate. The writing depicts the artistic side of life. When a person leaves, he or she is gone. Life will not be brought with him, and death will not be taken with him. Obsession will only disturb himself... Alas, it is understated but full of color. It is a good book.
The following is what I especially want to say after reading 🍅. I would like to use this review to commemorate the best Xiangbei. Let me talk about one thing first, Brother Xiang Bei was so good, he was an almost deified person, but in the end he had the worst life, everything was a step away, luck was never on his side, his luck was shallow, and he was not kind to the people he met. His unrequited efforts and unknown protection were rewarded with human greed and selfish revenge. All the characters in the book are very full-bodied, including the fat little mother and father who are evil but not completely evil, the purely evil and selfish Shi Songnan's mother and Yang, the profit-only agent Shi Songnan and Shi Songnan's father, the kind and dedicated sister Yu... And the Shi Songnan who does not understand love. The writing style is one of the best in Tomato. I can't stand many of Tomato's novels and I get bored easily. However, the writing style of "Left Light and Right Walk" is light and simple. I especially like the story about Xu Xiangbei and Xiaoshi Songnan. It is so warm that I forget that this is a Be story. The development of the plot is also very attractive. The use of memories and reality is interspersed in the writing, which will not make the whole article boring. It also adds a sense of space and contrast between today and tomorrow, and is full of Be aesthetics. It has a prose feel, and the author's writing style also adds to the quality. As for the ending and the last extra chapter, I thought it would be like other Be novels, with a sweet story about reincarnation or a sour reunion. The result is that Xiangbei will never have a next life. The first reaction was that I felt very regretful and sad. But when I think about it carefully, Xiangbei is scared and tired. If he has bad luck in his next life and encounters bad people and bad things in this life... Then forget it, we should not feel sad anymore for Xiangbei. Xiangbei, you don't have a next life. You are afraid that you will be entangled again in the next life, and you will have to suffer in the next life... My Xiangbei, I don't have the words to wish you happiness in the next life. Then I wish you freedom, follow the flow of the stream, flow north, go north.
This writing style is really good, and I only felt cruel when I read the back part. There are a lot of foreshadowings in the front, but they are all answered in the back. I didn't feel that the plot was inexplicable. It was bland, like most people.
The writing is very good, the two characters of Gu Xiangbei and Shi Songnan are well portrayed, and the supporting characters such as Pang Xiao and San Chun are also very three-dimensional. The young man who left the most high-spirited image in Lu'an Town was forced to lose all his light after escaping. The town and the city are the change of background and a metaphor for personal choice. For Gu Xiangbei, the tragedy is his own fate, while for Shi Songnan, it is the character that determines the fate. Left and right, south and north, the ending is doomed. "Shi Songnan and I are like a left light trying to go right, conflict and contradiction." The author's writing is excellent! !
It's not a drastic torture, but like Ling Chi, bit by bit, the pain lasts for a long time. In all these years of reading novels, I have only cried twice, and this is the second one. Ordinary life, trivial reality. The author's character creation is very successful. There is no way to completely hate each character, and there is no complete right or wrong. The plot is unconventional. I always thought there would be a twist, but every time my hope was disappointed... It was actually quite realistic. After reading the whole book, I felt empty and uncomfortable. Gu Xiangbei's ending was destined not to be good, even without Shi Songnan's existence. His life had its answer from the moment his parents took him to Lu'an Town. Shi Songnan only made him more miserable. Gu Xiangbei is a philanthropic person, and Shi Songnan is a self-love person. Two completely opposite people will not end well together. Gu Xiangbei, don't be so miserable in your next life, okay?
This novel is the best one I have read among so many sadistic novels. I think the ending of BA is also the best. There is really no need to see you for the last time. It is so heartbreaking from beginning to end! The most disgusting thing is that the mother-in-law has no conscience at all and she didn't even realize her mistake until the end!
This is the third book I've read about a double-male protagonist. Maybe it was uncomfortable, and I was a little depressed. I seemed to be drawn into it, and it was very sad. I watched the ending with knowing that he would die until the end. I only read a small part of it. I felt so distressed. It was very painful to see him eager to continue going to school. If his biological parents had not died, he must be the happiest person. Maybe it was a sweet story with a sweet male protagonist who was loved and had a smooth life. Just like the description in the article of small ears, poor fortune, and little blessing, alas.
I really enjoyed this book. I liked its setting very much. It's not about torture for the sake of torture. It has a certain logic. The whole novel feels very compact. It's a really good book. I especially like Brother Beizi. I hope he will be happy in his next life. It would be great if Shi Shuonan could wake up early. The characters in the book are well created and have a sense of substitution. I hope the author will continue to write better works [shy][shy] I have completely read this book. It is really good. I rated it specifically for it. I read it for about 6 or 7 hours. I stayed up late to finish it. It is really good. I won't spoil it. You can read it.
It's super good-looking and tortures me to death. Xu Xiangbei said to Shi Songnan: I go north and you go south. We are not the same person. But when you became Gu Xiangbei, you left with him without hesitation. You have been homeless for 13 years, and you are in a lot of pain. There is no good ending. I cry to death, I feel so bad for him.
I wrote a very real story, which made me really have a vivid character like Gu Xiangbei in my heart [Like][Like][Like][Like][Like][Like][Like][Like][Like][Like][Like][ Like][Like][Like][Like][Like][Like][Like][Like][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry]
The rating is low. The whole book has clear logic and detailed descriptions. Then, Gu Xiangbei is a person very similar to the real world, but I don't really hope that he really exists. Some people say that Gu Xiangbei in the extra story is not as good as reincarnation as a sword, but I understand, reincarnation in the human world is the eighteenth level of hell, and Gu Xiangbei is freed. Gu Xiangbei is doing well. Forever Brother Beizi [laughing] [sending my heart]
The cover of modern city, the content of era countryside. Although there are many bugs in the plot, the aspect of human nature is thoroughly explained. How can I not sigh after reading this, "Time is also fate." The cover and the title of the book match well, freezing a moment in ordinary life.
I finished reading this novel on January 25, 2026. Overall, this novel deserves 5 stars. I think this novel is the ceiling level for double-male abuse novels. I like the character creation of this novel very much. Like the male protagonist Gu Xiangbei, I think he is a very, very lovable character. Gu Xiangbei's life was very bitter. When I read the narration of his life, I felt that I couldn't stop crying and felt very sorry for him. For Gu Xiangbei and his teacher I think the love between Song Nan is very passionate and vigorous, but it is undeniable that Gu Xiangbei's love is great and selfless. He loves his strengths and weaknesses, tolerates everything about him, supports his hobbies, career and dreams, but Shi Songnan , he may love Gu Xiaobei very much, but he is not tolerant of Gu Xiaobei, or he is self-centered in love. The character Shi Songnan is very realistic. I think the final be ending between him and Gu Xiangbei may have been a secret thing for a long time. I think the plot of this book is good, especially In terms of characterization, when I saw the middle part, I cried all the way to the end. I felt that my tears had already burst. Even reading the name Gu Xiangbei would make me feel a faint heartache. After reading it, I felt blocked in my heart for a long time. I felt that his life was really short and painful ( ◢д◣) The author's writing style is also very delicate. Reading the whole book is like boiling a frog in warm water. It doesn't feel like a particularly sharp abuse, but like bit by bit, scratching the heart with a small blade.
I stayed up all night reading this article and it really made me cry. Brother Beizi is a very good person. Even if he found out that he was not his biological child, he didn't make a fuss and didn't want to tell Fatty. In my eyes, Brother Beizi is a bit of a giving personality, but this is also why I like him. He is gentle, careful, and tough. Like a cluster of hibiscus flowers, ordinary but brilliant. The emotional lines written by the author are also very good. Their stories are narrated one by one, as if they have really lived once. It's heartbreaking to watch, and the aftertaste is a little sour.
It's so cruel that I wrote about Gu Xiangbei's unfortunate and sad life in a very ordinary writing style. It was very delicate and made me cry to death. [I'm almost crying] [I'm almost crying] [I'm almost crying] [I'm almost crying] [I'm almost crying ][Nearly crying][Nearly crying][Nearly crying][Nearly crying][Nearly crying][Nearly crying][Nearly crying][Nearly crying][Nearly crying][Nearly crying][Nearly crying][Nearly crying][Nearly crying]
It is good-looking, not overly exaggerated, and is close to life. The problems in the article are also very real problems. People will always forget what they care about in their ordinary life, and they often only know how precious it is after losing it.
The appeal is very strong and the characters are three-dimensional; (sorry, I really can't think of how to evaluate it, forgive me for not being able to evaluate it) This is my favorite article on Tomato Brother Beizi's life has been so difficult. I hope I won't meet Shi Songnan again in my next life [crying][crying][crying]
This book has great stamina. Gu Xiangbei has been living for others all his life. He has been busy for half his life. In the end, he can only rely on Pang Xiao and Sanchun. Everyone else is taking advantage of him. But this is because it is realistic and tortures me to death. Before the age of 23, Gu Xiangbei was very high-spirited even though his adoptive parents did not allow him to go to school and had to work to support his younger brother. Is the warm and happy story mentioned at the beginning of the novel meant to set off Brother Bei's more tragic ending later on? I feel so sorry for my brother Bei, it feels more sadistic than sadistic writing.
Gu Xiangbei... This is the only name that I can't let go of here. Live for yourself in the next life. Please become an existence that is always crazy, romantic and clear...