Open Your Eyes and Close Them, It's All in the Past

The novel "Open Eyes and Close Eyes, It's All the Past" is my debut novel, and I have been writing it intermittently for several years. Starting from the youngest age, I have also encountered many difficulties, and also on countless nights, every feeling when I met, every profound memory, I think these should be recorded. I have always had a bond - the past. Yes, this has become a hurdle that I can't get over. I try to let it drift away with my memory, but no matter what, it stays with me like a shadow, because traces of time are left everywhere in my life. How can I not think of the past? This is the emotion I feel every time I touch the scene, the feeling of cerebral congestion, and a sudden shiver. My mind has been very messy, as if there is no good network disk. So I want to try to sort it out, so that my past is no longer a plate of sand that falls apart as soon as I pick it up, but a unique book that belongs to me, a neat book that I can always keep with me. Finally, I hope that in the future, you will turn to the next page, be prepared, close your eyes, adjust your breathing, and slowly enter my memories. Starting from the taste, you will smell the fragrance of osmanthus, which is my favorite flower. Then you will see me, that ignorant child. And then...