
It Is My Choice Not to Forgive, and It Is My Choice to Die Calmly.
不原谅是我的选择,从容赴死也是
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- Completed
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- 201k Words
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- Urban
- Subgenre
- Urban Everyday
- Audience
- Male
- Updated
- 2y ago
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Knife to death!
The Female Protagonist Misunderstood the Male Protagonist, and After Killing the Male Protagonist, She Learned the Truth and Regretted It, Asking for Forgiveness.
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Abuse! I Was Tortured Until My Heart Ached, and I Was Tortured Until My Tears Dried Up.
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I Was Depressed to Death in My Previous Life. I No Longer Desire Love and Do Not Forgive When I Am Reborn. the Protagonist Is Male.
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An Urban Novel in Which the Main Character Is Terminally Ill and Has Only a Few Months to Live.
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Finally, the World Has Failed the Young Man
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System flow
Is There Any Novel About Abusing a Husband Who Is Temporarily Happy and Chasing Her Husband to the Crematorium?
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As expected of Brother Errang, he is really capable of mobilizing emotions. Lu He's transformation from a glimmer of hope to complete despair and then to living wholeheartedly for himself is really well written, and the diary part is really heartwarming... I can't even imagine how he managed to survive these ten years... Ye Xiangling... She is just a spoiled young lady who knows nothing about the world. It can be seen that she has a good heart. She knows regret and guilt. Although she still finds excuses to escape, she still faces her heart. She wants to persuade and make amends, but her experiences since childhood have left her unaware. No matter how you describe it, the princess's personality makes her occasionally angry and say some unintelligible words, but from a God's perspective, I can also feel the blockage in her heart... It's a pity that the belated apology is too late after all. I quite hope that one day I can see the so-called doting brother and crazy devil can really dote on the right person. I feel like I'm scheduled to take off.
First of all, I have read several books of the same type before, but they gradually started to change the tone. The heroine began to regret all kinds of things, and then the plot was dragged out by various things. It was really torture. But this book is nothing like that, which is a good point and one of my favorites, and I hope the author can stick with it. In addition, I would like to give a big suggestion to the author, it is best not to have a female protagonist, otherwise it will be really disgusting. Well, I wish the author a good result, and I send you five-star praise [love] [love] [love]
Recently, I am becoming more and more fond of this kind of sadistic novel. The more sadistic it is, the colder the male protagonist is, and the more painful he feels. Maybe I also yearn for this kind of thing.
Not even good, not perfect. It's not really a masterpiece in the same genre, but I just like this book. The protagonist is so free and easy, really free and easy. It makes me feel that he is me and I am him. It makes me feel a sense of freedom. It is not like other novels where this kind of danger is completely focused on chasing. Instead of focusing on other aspects of the husband's crematorium, this feeling of free extreme sports is really good. It is a first of its kind. I suggest other novels imitate this book. It is very good and should be regarded as a better representative of this genre. He deserves five stars.
It's very interesting so far, and the plot is also good. I hope I can continue this progress until the end. There must be no fantasy, magic, etc. (In short, the world view should not be so grand) or resurrection. Otherwise, this book will be G. Also, the introduction says that the protagonist will die, so by the end, the protagonist will be dead.
It was late at night, and it suddenly attracted me who was about to go to sleep and kept me up all night. There are not many action protagonists who do what they say, and this is definitely one of them It made me cry while watching it. Although it was a little regretful, the content was really attractive. The author depicts the protagonist very realistically. I personally think that the emotions are very immersive and can easily resonate [almost crying]
Although the author said it is a trend-following theme, I personally think it is better than hating the terminally ill crematorium. Even though the transition to someone I once lived with may be a little too quick due to following the trend and cutting most of the threads, it doesn't feel too stiff to me. The protagonist's decision is also my favorite. It's not about being bold but being cautious. Although I was a little shocked when he died in the second project, it was indeed the most appropriate time. The protagonist doesn't want to be a useless person who can't move. He can run and jump while he can still move and understand himself at the best time. This kind of "willfulness" is what I like best. That kind of thing. (Silent) Okay, I'm talking nonsense.
Among the many books on this subject, I think this book is still very good. Compared with the few books I have read, the protagonist of this book is still very good. To be honest, what I hate about this subject is the single women. It is quite speechless that a person is about to die and he runs around to flirt with her. [Test] [Thinking] Moreover, the character design of the main character also makes me not like it. I can still accept the character of the protagonist of this book. It is well written and feels much better than some high-scoring books, and I think it will be more interesting to read [Thinking] [Thinking] Come on, author [Sending my heart] [Sending my heart] [Sending my heart]
No, this book really made me happy to read it! It's not like the others where I got terminally ill, was saved, and survived again. This one purely satisfied my desires! There is also the protagonist's cheerfulness after learning that he will live soon, and his passion for participating in extreme sports later on. Especially when skydiving, taking off the parachute and facing death directly, I took that point directly into myself. A really good book.
Personally, I prefer this kind of novel with delicate emotions and the characters in the book have online IQs. It is very comfortable to read, but! Let's start in the middle period. The pace of the story is getting faster and faster. I hope that the author's next novel will maintain his own rhythm, writing style, emotion, and general direction. I look forward to the author's next novel, hoping it will be longer.
No CP, mild abuse, short story. Dad, in fact, in my opinion, your writing is not slow, you don't need to care too much about other people's thoughts, and there is nothing bad about it. It's just that it's too short, which leads to a little bit of plot leakage. If you follow the trend, I still hope to read sadistic articles, which you can refer to. [Notice]
It's very real, but it's not suitable for people who only like extreme challenges. If you're just interested in extreme challenges, don't watch it to avoid lowering your rating. Secondly, self-feeling: The author's writing style is very good, and there is an inexplicable sense of substitution. I love the way he writes about his mental journey. Although I really feel that Song He and Ye Ling are really annoying, the side effects are acceptable, and the ending point is just right. There is no bad ending or drag at the end of the story. It fits the title very well. Finally, I would like to remind you again that when reading a book, read the title first. This is not an article specifically written about challenges. Don't use your own shallow knowledge to express your dissatisfaction. Also, author, why are your beautiful articles so short? ! ! (Unable to complain)
It was quite enjoyable to read now. There were a lot of chapters about the Ye family and what happened before the extreme challenge, so I gave up one star for the negative review. When I read it, I had just completed an extreme challenge. It looked pretty good, and the interpersonal relationships of the protagonist were also handled well. In my opinion, it is already a qualified novel. If you ask for too much, don't read it on Tomato, otherwise you will have to worry about it. As for the dragging of the plot, there was indeed a problem in not updating the follow-up in the past. If it were me, I would have given up immediately. I couldn't read it for a long time without getting to the point, so I couldn't stand it. However, the name of this book also says that it is asking for forgiveness and not forgiving, so I understand that there are more descriptions of Ye's family in the front. Otherwise, it can be called running away from home/being kicked out of the house to challenge Ozaki's eight items instead of not being forgiven. Then he said that there are some extreme beasts in the comment area. When you click on their homepage, they either criticize or leave negative reviews. Regardless of whether they are really sick or have a high vision, don't care about the reviews. Again, if your requirements are too high, don't come to Tomato to find fault. As a famous Tomato reader, who doesn't know what this place is like? The author's book is completely qualified
This book is very good-looking and highly recommended. If you don't believe me, you can just read it for a while. Of course, if you read Chapter 10 from Chapter 1 and you don't feel like it, you can also turn left when you go out. Don't complain, don't hold it back, this is a small account, the large phone is broken, and the messages cannot be transferred, but I have been on Tomato from 3 years ago to now, so I can be considered an old bookworm [Cool] [Like]
I personally think this book is highly recommended. First of all, judging from his characterization alone, this is very successful, although the storyline is not very complete and comprehensive. But it's also very good. Writing can never be done at the same time. Overall, this novel is quite good. There is just a slight flaw in the plot. First of all, let's talk about the characterization of the characters. Every character here is very well portrayed, especially the image of Lu He. I once read a book where the protagonist was called Lu Guo, one Lu Pass and the other Lu He. Their fates were similar to his. In addition to Lu He's portrayal, there is also Ye Xiangling's actions and emotions after learning the truth. This is also one of the very successful nodes. Well, I won't comment on the rest in detail. Anyway, overall this book is very good. I hope the author will continue to be motivated to write. Treat every book well. Treat every book you write well. Okay, that's it. If you like to see it, you can check it out. Well, that book is called "You Are Suffering from Various Illnesses, Why Are You Crying If I Don't Cure You?" This book is the book I told you about above. The characterization in this book is also very good. I highly recommend you check it out. Oh, and he might be a little tear-jerking. Well, I won't lie to you, I cried while reading this book. Hope you enjoy it.
@Rang can write well, the writing style is good. The content is also well written. It's a pity that I don't like this kind of subject very much. So give it 1 star. The remaining three stars are because this author wrote it.
It's really good, and the protagonist really dies in the end. Although I feel a little uncomfortable, the author's writing is still good^ω^ Maybe the ending is a bit too hasty. After all, there are many character lines that are not written very well. It's really because of you netizens who are urging you. Now it's better. Many characters' character lines are not written. I'm urging you [grieved] [crazy] (。•ˇ‸ˇ•。)
A very good short sad story, half enjoyable. The previous article comes from the abuse of family, the abuse of reality, and the extreme challenge in the second article gave me a refreshing feeling that freed my soul. There is not much conflict between the overall outline and the expression of the characters, which greatly reflects the close-up of the characters. A person's journey from having hope to complete despair is accompanied by the cruelty of reality. A moment of indulgence can indeed bring spiritual baptism, but after all, the heart cannot escape the reality. Emotional value not received when needed can indeed be a burden when it arrives when not needed. The shortcomings of the whole text are that the plot is short and the ending is sloppy. If the protagonist must leave, it would be better to put it in the last challenge mentioned in the article, which may change the protagonist's death from tragic to beautiful. Of course, the difficulty of the writing will be higher. A good piece of abuse, I recommend it.
Although there are unfriendly places in this book, it is obviously more exciting. Although the ending is rushed, it contains traces of a young man... Traces of his existence. The substitute perspective and events make people sigh and lament the unfair fate. The semi-open ending is also endlessly memorable. To summarize, I recommend reading it.
It took me about three hours to read it. Whether it is the sister or the mother who regrets the moment, it will make people feel sorry for the protagonist. It's not very long, but its content is a bit rushed, and some points may not be particularly well described. The protagonist's image is clear, and we can also see his choice of life and death from the article. The language description is very lovable [admiration]
Although the content is very short, I saw Lu He's short life and Lu He's freedom and madness from the author's writing. The ending really touched my heart. It was really well written.
As a short story, this book is really well written. The emotions are quite delicate, and some of the feelings from an organizational perspective are also quite real. The only shortcoming is that the plot is relatively slow and the focus is not very good, but overall it is a good novel.
A very good book. In the end, he chose his life. No matter what the outcome was, at least at that moment he was free.
There are indeed a lot of poisonous points, the writing is very procrastinating, and the plot is cliché, but the protagonist does have a very upright outlook on things, so I don't delay Qingmei and just talk about it directly. Although it is very regrettable, this is the impermanence of life, and it can't always be smooth sailing. Lu He's feelings are very sincere. In some places, it seems like little pearls are about to drop. I hope Lu He will get what he wants in the next life. Don't be a human being. The world is too painful [Sending Hearts]
It can be said that this book is the best one of its kind that I have ever read. The plot is not draggy, and the ending is similar to the ending of a movie, leaving room for daydreams. It can be seen that the author has intention to give readers a good reading experience, but there are still shortcomings. Some parts jump too fast, and the content is not coherent enough to make people jump out of the plot. I rarely comment, but this book is worth recommending. I finished it in one night and successfully checked in.
This book is really one of the best books I have ever read. I generally have a sense of fear about this kind of novel, but this book made me feel a sense of freedom and refreshment. The feelings and moods of the protagonist can be fully felt by me without exception. The author really pays attention to many details. What surprised me most is probably the illustrations. I look forward to the next novel to have better performance.
I like this male protagonist. He is a really good person with a good character and good character. The content is well written in many places, but the psychological description in the early stages is not as good. The ending is okay here, I hope there will be a sequel after he leaves.
The first part is quite heartbreaking [I almost cried]. If you don't want to watch it, just start watching it at picture 47. But it doesn't make sense in this way. It's a family story at the beginning, and then it's a normal symbol story [laughs]
I personally think this book is very good. Among all the novels of the same type that I have seen, I like the description of this book, the logical reasoning ability between the male and female protagonists, their method of solving the relationship, and the male protagonist's character. I highly recommend it. I am also a novelist myself. Of course, I cannot write too much due to the equipment, so I highly recommend everyone to read this book.
The content is very complete and not draggy. A very nice book