
My First Love, My One and Only, Died, and Now I Regret Everything
白月光初恋死后,我追悔莫及
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- Completed
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- 333k Words
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- Urban
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- Urban High-Concept
- Updated
- 2y ago
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- Fanqie
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Are There Any Novels Full of Angst? I’m Heartbroken and Want to Suffer, Thanks, Everyone
Looking for a Tearjerker That’ll Make You Cry, Any Kind of Tearjerker Works
Tragic Stories!!! I Want Heartbreaking Angst!!!!!
The Male Lead Is Lonely, but He Always Hides It Behind a Smile
Any Stories Filled With Regret Between the Lines?
Any genre is fine. I've read too many sweet romances and want something different: a story with a happy ending, but where every word is tinged with regret.
Give Me Angst! I Need Angst! It’s Been Too Long Since a Story Wrecked Me
Make it hurt as much as possible!
Urban Romance with a Realistic, Angsty Edge
Nothing But Angst!!! Knives Flying Everywhere!!!
No sweetness. Don't leave me any way out! Please!
One Female Lead, Realistic Romance, Urban Coincidences
Something like that story about the nation’s goddess.
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I Want a Heartbreaking Story That'll Make Me Cry. I've Never Cried Before (Male-Oriented)
Any Sweet Romance Novels for Male Readers? I'm Too Old to Enjoy Fight Scenes Anymore
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One Female Lead, Devoted Romance
Are there any stories without a harem, where the male lead is devoted to just one heroine?
Abuse Novels, the More Abusive the Better, I Have Finished Seven Abuse Novels, Please Abuse Me
In the End, This World Failed the Young Man
Branded as the offspring of a criminal.
Looking for Tragedies, but Not the Idiotic Kind. Keep the Characters’ Values Straight
I don't want angst for the sake of angst. I like stories with sound values that are relatively realistic. Historical or modern settings are both fine, something like He Is in Yunnan and One and Only. My eyes are already swollen from crying...
Laid-Back, Everyday, and Heartwarming Stories
One female lead or no female lead
Looking for Japanese-Style Slice-of-Life Romance. There Seem to Be So Few Books Like This 🍅
Urban Setting, Financial Freedom, Somewhat Down-to-Earth, No Naive Protagonist, No Harem
No forced showing off just to slap people in the face,
The More Male-Lead Tragedies, the Better
The more male-oriented angst stories, the better.
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The writing style is generally very good. You can even read it as a prose. Every chapter of it is so melancholic and elegant, gorgeous and not impetuous. Each chapter together creates a unique image. This novel ranks No. 1 In terms of emotional sustenance among contemporary novels I have read, and the characterization can be ranked in the top 10. I am very curious about the final ending. Good luck, author.
Tomato's masterpiece, it can be said to be the best emotional novel on the Internet. This book will definitely become a god.
I have been reading novels for almost ten years. I have changed many styles one after another. There has never been a book that can make me look forward to its ending. This book can. I still remember the first book I read, which seemed to be called Soul Cauldron. It has been a long time. It is really good and highly recommended.
Great book! I laughed because of the happy endings and cried over the characters' love regrets. I can feel the joy, anger, sorrow and joy of the characters, and feel the detailed psychology of the characters. At the same time, in the extremely detailed and excellent environmental depiction, the creation of the characters also moisturizes the things silently. It can be said that this is indeed a good book. As a love novel that records the love and hatred of characters, its quality must be among the best.
I hope Jiang Lai is not dead and is with the protagonist
Why is such a beautiful novel not popular? Why is it not popular?
To be honest, I was deceived by the title of the book. At first I thought it was an ordinary cool novel. I couldn't stop reading. I'm not an emotional person. I didn't cry when I read The Tenant. But I don't know how many times I shed tears in this book. There is no Jiang Lai in the road, but our future is still far away.
When I saw the title of the book, I thought it was a cool novel. (Think of it as horror suspense, the Invincible Stallion, or the super sweet kind) The result is... Fascinating. This sacred book ranks among the top twenty books I have read. In the relationship between Fan and the protagonist, I seemed to see Cheng Shuang and Liu Shisan in Zhang Jiajia's book. But the protagonist doesn't love Fan, just Liu Aicheng. Be sure to read it if you find it. Otherwise - the heroine will go to your house to find you at night. The protagonist Lu Yuan is a scumbag who has let down many women. Even long after the heroine's death, he did not learn how to love. I don't know which one I love. Later, as he slowly completed Jiang Lai's mission, Lu Yuan gradually realized that he loved Jiang Lai deeply - and even died for her. Here are a few scenes in the book that shocked me so far: Accompanying my brother to get married Proposal in Paris The separation from Lu Xiaojia From these things, it can be clearly seen that Lu Yuan has grown tremendously. He knows who he loves the most and how to love.
I really deserve to die. I opened this book at 12 o'clock in the morning, and when I saw it at 3 o'clock, I burst into tears [crying]
I personally think this novel is really good and very suitable for people like me who are very empty and confused. As someone who likes writing novels, I also like this kind of writing style and style. I hope I can keep writing. Come on, author [Like][Like][Like] After reading it, I felt a little melancholy. It reminded me of my own life, lonely and hypocritical. The story of Lu Yuan and Jiang Lai ended, and my story probably officially began.