Unable to Love Each Other

This story is about a woman's complicated growth history, including deep reflections on her family of origin; her true feelings about the sweetness and cruelty of love and marriage; working hard but feeling meaningless; trying her best to be herself and have freedom, but she suffered successive blows and her beliefs were overturned several times. In the end, it seemed like I had it all, but felt nothing. If I hadn't lived to be thirty, I probably wouldn't have been able to write a single word, and I wouldn't have really understood the life I've experienced. But fortunately, it is only after thirty that I can tell my story and express my feelings clearly. I would like to write this document to female friends who are disappointed and hopeless in marriage and life, but are still working hard. Only by experiencing it can we know the pain and finally gain understanding. It is also dedicated to young women who have not yet entered love, marriage, or the workplace. I hope you will see true love, marriage, and life, seize the opportunity to make choices, embark on the right path, and become the person you want to be. I hope that all women can break through the worldly difficulties and social constraints and live a unique life.