Longing for Lovesickness, Longing for Lovesickness

On the winter solstice of the third year after we met, my sister recognized me. The sister who tenderly calls me sister, I take her home, teach her to protect herself, and let her rely on me. Later, she was able to protect herself, had people to rely on, and a place to go. But at that time, I would stay in Shifangzhou forever just like the young man back then. Xiaoyao——[Sister, sister is here and will always be with her] … I still remember that at that time, he carefully held my hand, made me tea, took me to bask in the sun, and made me laugh wantonly, allowing me to be myself for a long time. Even if I no longer have the joy of my youth, he still puts family first, but these memories alone are enough to maintain the broken friendship between us. Fenglong - [When it gets dark, my love is almost overflowing, and then I dare to come and see you] … He and I have been together for a long time, supporting each other since we were two children. Except for my sister, we are all outsiders. We are family, relatives, brothers and sisters, but we cannot be lovers. So I helped him fight, helped him plan, and used everything I had to help him. Later, as he climbed to higher positions step by step, the three children who once played outside Chaoyun Palace were nowhere to be found. Xuanxuan——[I thought you would always be with me] … The warm sun rose in the morning, and it was the purest smile I had ever seen. It was the first time I met someone so gentle and pure, approaching me without any use. He once carefully held my arm as if holding some treasure, and told me sweetly that if my eyes couldn't get better in the future, he would be my eyes. But later, he was Tu Shanjing, and I was no longer the blind man from Qingshui Town. Tu Shanjing - [I like you, I really like you, I really like you] … When we first met him, he was very thin and fragile, as if he would break if touched. At that time, I rescued this skinny little man back home. After raising chalcedony and Ganoderma every day, he was actually saved. From then on, everyone said that behind me there was a mad dog who recognized his master. He taught me self-defense, protected me from behind, and regarded me as the only one. And for many years to come, I would rather he be Fangfeng Bei than Xiang Liu. Xiang Liu - [I regret not telling you earlier that I love you too]