This is the first novel I have written. Before I started writing, my mind was filled with all kinds of novel people and things, and all kinds of story plots that I had never seen before. The moment I picked up the pen, it seemed like it had all been wiped away. While looking up information, I thought about the plot of the story. For the first twenty chapters, I wish I had to think about every word for a long time, just for fear of writing something wrong. Yes, you read that right. I am not worried that my writing is not good, but I am worried that my writing is wrong. In the end, I suffered from neurasthenia and had to take medicine to fall asleep. My family advised me not to write, so I really wanted to write out all the things in my mind. I always feel that if I don't write it out, I may not be able to sleep and feel itchy in my heart. The result of this book is not ideal. As I expected, how could I possibly write a beautiful article when I have to struggle with punctuation marks. However, this novel has taught me a lot. I am already looking forward to my next work. I hope it can be recognized by you. Here, I cheer myself up. See you in the next one.