Love and Hate Between Me and Everyone Else

Gu Yuxi was born into a wealthy family, but her childhood was filled with hardship... Sold when she was barely a month old, she was learning to fight and kill in a mercenary group by the time she was old enough to start elementary school... Just before turning ten, her family found her and brought her back. But then they sent her to a boarding school to help her adjust... Near the end of elementary school, she was taken hostage, yet her family never came to save her. Only when she was close to death did she return to that so-called home... Until adulthood, she was raised somewhere between strict supervision and being left to her own devices... She had six older brothers and one older male cousin at home, all of them outstanding and shining in their respective fields. Would anyone come and save me...? Yet every brother doted on Gu Yuxi, each carrying a deep sense of guilt toward her.