I love someone very much. He's like a beam of light, illuminating my life and pulling me out of the dark mire. I thought my life would finally get back on track, but then he suddenly disappeared, leaving me on a bright, open road. He forgot that even the brightest road can't keep night from falling. When it gets dark, I can't see anything. I'll stray from the path, wander into the wilderness, through thorns and swamps, and then die in some desolate corner where no one will ever know. Not even him.
Cheng Xu, if I could live my life over again, could you please not abandon me?
