"It's been a hundred years and everything is just a joke in the end. I don't have the love of my parents or the friendship of my friends. Why?"
"You are a god, you must protect us"
"I'm not. I can't bear that responsibility. I'm also afraid of pain. I can cry and laugh. I don't want to become a god without emotions. I just want to be an ordinary person, an ordinary person with family and friendship."
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"But you are not an ordinary person after all."
"Yes, I am still a god after all, and I am destined to be alone all my life."
"I'm sorry."
"I have a request..."
"What"
"Can I look back? The abyss is too cold."
"... No, the lights behind you are not your destination. Your destination is in front of you, the abyss with no end in sight."
"... I got it"
"You will never come back. You are really ready."
"If it is true as you said, the lights of thousands of families behind me and the China behind me are so beautiful, then I will never come back."