[A school-life secret-crush romance + angst before sweetness + healing + youthful growing pains]
A shy, socially anxious girl vs. a gentle athlete
In high school, the male lead, Qin Yu, and the female lead, Luo Xi, met in a sea of people. Luo Xi thought they would be no more than passing strangers. But, unexpectedly, he turned around beneath his umbrella and stopped for her. Wherever she went, his footprints followed. She couldn't forget him.
During military training, her restless heart couldn't settle. She was flustered because he said, "No matter what happens, just keep your eyes on me."
Luo Xi had been sensible from a young age, but many people bullied her, leaving her cold toward the world. She wanted only to end her life. It was friendship and love that saved her, and she wanted so badly to grow strong enough to protect those around her.
She faced three trials: family, friendship, and love. Along the way, she grew a great deal.
When I was little, I really loved my ordinary, unremarkable family. It wasn't until I grew up that I realized my home had turned into a block of ice, leaving me feeling like I was about to suffocate.
I am a coward, with low self-esteem, timid, hypocritical, vain, and stupid. I always wonder why I am always so bad. Why can't I have a lovely and harmonious family, enlightened parents, a rich family background, good looks, a smart mind, a well-shaped body, and super high emotional intelligence? Why can't I always do small things well? Why can I always cause trouble for others? But It seems that the situation is not that bad, but it is really unbearable. I live day after day, second after second, but I seem to have lost the most powerful breath. When I read this novel, I can empathize with it. I quickly became involved. I will also be sad along with the plot, but it doesn't matter, because in my opinion, some things that I valued very much in the past are no longer important. I don't want anyone to save this hopeless me. I just hope to be ordinary.