Never Forget,

"Have I fallen in love with her?" That was the first time I had doubts about my orientation. I spent a whole night thinking about this, and it wasn't because I was so repulsed by this type of feeling. On the contrary, I am afraid of her rejection. Cautiously approaching, stopping, approaching, stopping, such twisting emotions kept burning my reason. Fortunately, she is emotional towards me. However, there is an extremely real problem between us. She knows, and I also know that our separation is a difficult problem. I have not done too much to stay. We both need time. She needs to be sure of her heart, and I need to "grow". Later, when I saw her with fear and uneasiness, she said something different than what she meant, but didn't she know? Eyes don't lie.