Light Running into the Dark Night

She once thought that youth was like the first light rising from the sea level, so gentle yet so dazzling. But slowly, she discovered that the light that belonged to her had actually dimmed when it first rose, and could no longer show its brilliance. Her youthful secret love occupied five years of her youth. She thought that the boy would slowly disappear from her memory, but his reappearance left her at a loss. That boy, he rushed into her dark world, illuminated her with his light, and warmed her. To her, he is salvation. But later, no matter how warm the light was, it could not warm her cold heart. She thought about the future, but the future did not give her a chance. Instead, she left decisively at the moment she chose to live towards the sun. Just like that, the girl that the boy tried his best to save fell from the sky in front of him like the faintest meteor...