I originally thought that I was the special favor of the Sixth Palace, but he gave me the supreme favor. I always believed that Li Zhao loved me.
It wasn't until one hundred and thirty-six members of my Zheng family were sentenced to death, and it wasn't until a glass of poisonous wine was served to me that I became convinced that he didn't have any affection for me.
Only then did I realize that I was just a shield for his true love and a living target to attract the hatred of the concubines in the harem.
Not bad, keep up the good work (ง•̀_•́)ง