Three Kingdoms: How to Lose with 3,000 Xiliang Cavalry at the Beginning?

Historically, he was not a loyal minister or a filial son. Now, he is a filial son, but he is definitely not a loyal minister. History says that he is brave and invincible, but now, he prefers conspiracy and conspiracy to murder and arson. History said that he was ambitious and talented in both civil and military affairs. Now, he shamefully admitted these two things. History says that he was not a strong general, but a hero. Now, he does have a hundred thousand Xiliang cavalry under his command, looking down on the world. However, the reason why he did this... Damn it, if you are trying to steal your wife from the big guys like Lu Bu, Cao Cao, Sun Ce, Zhou Yu, etc., You must be tougher!