Have you ever discovered that no matter what you do, sometimes things always come back to where they started. Once you make some money, you will find that something will always happen. Love, whenever you think you have found true love, after getting along with him or her, he or she is not as perfect as you imagined. I will always complain that God is unfair, and I will always be suspicious of others. Thinking about how great it would be if we could go back to the beginning. It would be great if everything could be undone. It's like there is a chain pulling me, living step by step. In fact, I don't even know what I want to write. The first book was a failure, so keep reading if you can. This book is just a messy story.