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Zuo Yu can't remember many things in the past three years.
For example, the heavy rain, the scars on my wrists, and who I once knelt in front of.
Chang Anyan said, it doesn't matter, it's enough for me to remember.
But she only wants to mention the good ones.
No one told Zuo Yu about the bad things that really happened.
Only Li Jingping came to see her.
He held a photo and said that you had begged me before, have you forgotten?
Zuo Yu thought he was sick.
Jiang Yuan never said anything.
He just stayed close to her.
When he found that her shoelaces were loose, he would squat down and tie them for her, but they were a bit tight.
Sometimes I would be handed a piece of candy, which was peach flavored.
Many years later, she would still have peach-flavored dreams.
Later Zuo Yu found out,
Jiang Yuan had met her many years ago.
Across a screen, a video, a faceless night.