With Only Three Months Left to Live, They Came to Beg Me for Forgiveness!

I also got cancer, which was a little worse than the male protagonist in the novel, but my death was slower. Just after my 17th birthday, I had flashes of pain in my waist, which lasted for three or four months. Until February or March, the pain was unbearable when I woke up in the morning to go to school. My mother thought I was pretending to be sick, so she whipped me and drove me outside. The funny thing is that in 2017, I I had never pretended to be sick, and she never believed me. My dad couldn't stand it any longer. My legs were throbbing in pain, and I was limping and couldn't walk, let alone ride a bike. He asked my mom to take me for a checkup, and we went back and forth three times before the tumor was found. What I regret is that when I was in pain at first, my dad thought it was a herniated disc and thought he was giving me acupuncture (my dad is into health care), which delayed me for three months. Until later, he felt that chemotherapy was not good for my health, so he tried traditional Chinese medicine. After another two months of delay, the cancer directly entered the middle stage. Even so, my dad didn't think he was at fault. Once my cancer pain stopped, he began to reprimand me, scold me and hit me. He kept silent and did not mention that he was delaying my illness. He opened his mouth and said that I got the cancer from drinking cola and eating junk food. He did not try his own health products to recover after I got it. He just fended for himself. He even stopped my chemotherapy for a while. It's funny. So many cancer patients have cancer and are fending for themselves without using his products? Will it be good if you use it? Even if there is a good possibility, it is not a reason for him to reprimand me. The sad look when he was diagnosed with cancer was like crocodile tears. My mother never mentioned it and never believed me, until now. There is more to it. Even so, they are still my parents, and they spend money to take care of me for my illness, but there is always a thorn in my heart, that is, they never admit their mistakes, and they will not change them even if they admit it. The novel is very real, but cancer medicines are not used that way. As far as I know, apart from antiemetics and internal organs maintenance, the only medicines I take are painkillers and targeted drugs, and I cannot take them casually. I am not blaming my parents for their fault, I just hope that they will wake up and sincerely realize that my life does not matter. Finally, I wish friends who read my comments that my condition will not worsen before my 18th birthday. I persisted for a year, but it was not ideal. My disease is Ewing sarcoma, which is malignant and I have at least six of them.

The author's writing style is really good. I have always been a relatively rational person. I never cry when reading those tragic stories. Sometimes I even laugh. I have read similar stories, but I have never felt such a deep feeling. Maybe it is because I feel the same way. My dad and I The relationship is pretty normal. It has been almost two months since I started working during the summer vacation. I haven't had a phone or video call once. The only time I didn't go was because I wasn't feeling well for two days. Then my aunt told my grandma that she called me on video at night. My dad came up and said that I didn't work hard, cheated and cheated, and worked 12 hours a day. , What's wrong with me taking two days off to do heavy work, not to mention I was not feeling well yet so he said a few words, his expression changed and he said, "You can do whatever you want, I don't care about you anymore, so I walked over. Apart from living expenses, I just maintained my daily basic life, snacks, milk tea and so on." I barely touched it, and I never asked him for money for snacks or anything else. Even the living expenses were handed over to my grandpa by him, and my grandpa gave them to me. I didn't have many friends at ordinary times. My friends who came to work during the summer vacation didn't even ask. I asked them to play games and they didn't reply. I'm sorry, everyone, I made you laugh [face covering]

It's very interesting. I originally thought it was just an ordinary sadistic novel, but now it involves a fantasy aspect, which I never expected. However, I really enjoyed reading it. It's really interesting. I highly recommend it. It has a hazy feeling, and I can feel that it is obviously very real, but it has an unreal feeling. Finally, I will say it again, it is really interesting.

I consider myself a tearful person who won't be sad about anything. But when I read this book, I always couldn't help but want to cry😭. It's really beautiful. I'll explode if I take another look at it💥. After reading this book, I felt uncomfortable for a day, and if I didn't read it, I would feel miserable again. Highly recommended for those who have read too many sweet articles and want to read "Knife🔪" :) It really kills me (an exaggerated metaphor) Cry😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🐔😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🐔😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🐔The mud is too moldy 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭(ಥಥ)

Add more [cry] Can you imagine a grown man's eyes hurting from crying at night? What does it feel like? [Crying] It's better not to add some fantasy to these things. I am really forced to drop the evaluation again and again, and I went to practice for the new update, awesome... If someone hadn't said that one star on Tomato was a malicious review, I would have given you a one star. Good job ahead, but you have turned to fantasy... Gone, bye. I feel so bad that I can't see this star still left. Why is there no half-star rating... I suddenly remembered that I have advanced gastric cancer, and my body is just like a normal person...

I felt really good in the early stages, there weren't too many gorgeous words, but it felt very immersive when I watched it, and I felt like I was the one who was going to be there the next second. The introduction of magic in the later stage feels a bit stiff. It depends on how the author handles it. If it is handled well, it is actually good.

This book lays out the foreshadowing of magic from the very beginning. From this, it is not difficult to see that the protagonist is incapable of sex. This is also a failing of this book in my opinion. The early plot was very good and made me cry a little. The characters are also very delicately drawn. Although there are a few details that are not perfect, it does not affect the experience of another kind of tragic beauty. In fact, it's very involved when it comes to magic. Just like Ning Wu's appearance, I prefer to read with my head in mind. Haha, Ning Wu's appearance is really far-fetched. If a car forcibly changes its original trajectory, then the car will not be able to reach the destination it originally wanted to reach. This book is obviously a tragic text but it had to be changed, especially the plot details in the pictures. There were many problems. For example, if a forest monster kills someone, the police just block off the forest and ignore it. And even though it was blocked, the protagonists could easily enter. Haha, of course, it's also possible that I'm too old-fashioned and think too much. I am a picky bookworm, and this book was quite good at the beginning. However, my original evaluation of this book has changed. I will probably not continue reading this book. I sincerely hope that this book will get better and better. If I have the opportunity, I will continue reading, hoping to bring me a better experience~

I must praise it, it's so beautiful, I even cried a few times Can't change it back? What I wrote before is so good

The whole story is very good, the emotional lines are a bit repetitive but it's not a big problem. Although I shouldn't say this, this is the first time I hope the author will write the protagonist to death. The happy ending is as fleeting as fireworks, only the pain is unforgettable. The marks cut by the knife will be smoothed by time, but the marks where they were cut are so clear.

I gave it a low rating. I thought there was something wrong with it, but I ended up reading 56 chapters in one go. I have been reading novels for almost 7 years, and I have also read a lot of depressive and touching masterpieces. During this period, I forgot how many times I secretly wiped my tears under the covers. It's not that I feel the same way, but I just can't help crying. After seven years of fighting, I originally thought that Tomato would focus on cool articles, but now it seems that excellent works can be found on every platform. Maybe I personally feel that there are still some flaws, but the flaws are not concealed. I hope the author will write better and better! [Like][Like]

The description of the Chinese education method is very vivid. To be honest, it may be that the situation is similar. Being disgusted by the expectations again and again makes the current psychology a little numb. I can only say that the writing is very thorough and makes me feel that I have the same problem. It also makes me have some psychological fluctuations, but it is just a little. After all, we are all the same parents. But... The magic that follows breaks the previous impression given to readers, and there is a huge contrast, which is very difficult to accept. After all, the content before and after is clearly two kinds of texts.

The male lead is so difficult, it makes me so hurt [crying][crying][crying][crying] His father is too cruel, no matter who is in the last days of his life Everyone wants to pass by quietly! [I'm about to cry] [I'm about to cry] [I'm about to cry] [I'm about to cry] [I'm about to cry] [I'm about to cry] [I'm about to cry] [I'm about to cry] [I'm about to cry] [I'm about to cry] [I'm about to cry] [I'm about to cry] [I'm about to cry] [cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry]

It's very comfortable and logical. It's not as brainless as other sadistic stories. But in this plot, both the male and female protagonists must die. If they were both alive, it wouldn't feel that interesting.

The writing is very good... Alas, I just felt a little tired watching it, not physically, but psychologically. I felt a little depressed, but I couldn't help but read it. The author writes very well. After publishing this book, don't write anymore. It tortured me over and over again every time I read it.

The rest of the plot is very good, but the addition of magic makes it feel like the protagonist can still survive after experiencing so many things. Although he is not very friendly to the white-haired woman, the protagonist really deserves to leave this world with dignity.

It's a very good article, I hope it doesn't turn into fantasy in the end.

The writing is really good, but don't mention magic to cure gastric cancer or resurrection later. I think BE is the best ending to this book. Give the protagonist some dignity It's all magic behind it, [face covering]

I think this book is quite interesting. Of course, it's best not to read it until you get to chapter 52, because chapter 52 is the happiest ending.

Although this novel is tear-jerking, I think it is well written. This kind of tragic novel is more realistic. It is best not to add magic, fantasy and the like. It can be seen between the lines of the novel that the protagonist is actually not happy in life. He is very tired. I think the most perfect ending of this novel is to go out and have fun and meet each other in the remaining two months. After the expiration of three months, the normal dust returns to dust, and dust returns to dust. If you write it in detail, it will still be very long. Of course, if you write a short story, it will also be very exciting.

The rating of this book should never be so low. The author did not use gorgeous rhetoric or wonderful sentences. He used simple and unpretentious words that deeply hurt my heart. It is hard to imagine a big boy crying silently there at night. I just want to ask the author, are you... Okay?

So far, the writing style and writing style of the book are very good. Why is the rating so low? The main reason is that the beginning is really like a sadistic novel. It is better to read it as a fantasy. It is not like other fantasy chapters about fighting, martial arts and training. It focuses on adventure. The current style of the book is very similar to a picture book I read "I Been to the World You Loved". The story is very exciting and profound, and the literary talent is also very romantic. If the author can maintain it, this book will be very well written.

With tears in my eyes, I hope that the protagonist will die in the end. This is the best ending in my opinion. I am not optimistic that misdiagnosis will lead to the protagonist not dying in the end. I finished reading it in one morning. I don't know if it will be updated soon.

This novel is more like a fairy tale to me. Magic and elves may be wonderful fantasies, but they are also the enlightenment of life. While searching for them, you are also searching for the meaning of life. Tragedy and comedy, the beginning and the ending, are just as different as one thought, but they are thousands of miles apart. It may be the ending of tragedy, but is it not the beginning of comedy? Please make your own choice and move forward bravely with your persistent pursuit of "magic and elves". The issues raised in this book about education are also thought-provoking.

I am very grateful to the author for allowing me to read such a book. The protagonist Chen Shu is very similar to me. He cannot have his own opinions and can only do what his parents want. Any grievances he suffers can only be buried in his own heart. But when he only had three months left to live, he had the courage to resist all this. I envy and admire him very much. Because in reality, I don't know if I have the chance to have the courage to resist like him, or if I will be lost among the masses, completely lose myself, and become weak and timid. Thanks to the author, I saw the man who had been blocked in my heart and encountered the illusion of hope in a desperate world. Therefore, Chen Shu, please keep going with courage, I will always watch you, come on!

Yes, yes... I want to read novels! I really want to! Please give me your saved manuscript quickly. I really want it... I want new chapters... Uh-huh, no, I have become a fool who can't do anything without seeing the novel... Ahhh, I really like the long new chapters. Yes, I also want to read the author's updates during the day. I want to read them anytime. I can't think of anything else except reading novels... What I like the most is... Updates. I can't read it for a few hours. I want to watch it for more than ten hours. Please be satisfied... Please.

It is recommended that you read Chapter 52. The rest is full of magic and not very attractive. Chapters 1-52 are really good to read. I cried to death. It portrays a young man who has cancer and only has a few months to live, but is full of disappointment for his loved ones.

(Personal opinion, don't comment if you don't agree with me. I haven't published a book on Tomato, but I have written before. I don't just say it out of mouth.) It's very interesting, the writing is wonderful, and the ideas are quite surprising. Although the protagonist is miserable, he also has his own awakening and excitement. Looking at it so far, although I don't know how it will end, it is basically planned to be a masterpiece, but I think if the ending can be divided into the main ending where the protagonist helps the heroine find her mother and live together in another world, the ending where the other supporting characters around the male protagonist regret, and the ending where the supporting characters around the heroine, then this book will really be a masterpiece.

The author's writing is very good and the writing style is very realistic. However, I personally think it would be better to just go to the fifty or sixty chapters where the male protagonist dies. It would be a bit of a stretch to write about elves or magic after that. Otherwise, this book will definitely be highly praised (personal opinion and suggestions will be deleted if there is any offense) [Shy]

The author writes with confidence and boldness. When I read the first half, I also thought about what if there was magic and immortality in this world. Can that take the protagonist away from this heavy environment? Will he be reborn when he no longer sees these people? Have a new life. There will no longer be anyone who doesn't understand him or doubt him. I don't think it would have been possible to save his life in an era when medicine was so advanced. Then only magic or immortality can save his life. As long as the backend isn't too trashy, you should be able to watch it.

The sense of immersion is really strong, but I hope that cancer will not be cured later.