Gray Tower Notes

First of all, the abridged version, the original version is in JJ, but it is incomplete. I finished reading it in the middle of the night with mixed emotions. Narratives in the context of war are always tragic. Love is love, but the current situation is the current situation, indifference is real, and determination is also real. I really like those ingenious twists, such as the gray tower notes and the blank notebook. For the first time, it made me feel that the first person can be so wonderful. A wonderful book.

Although he, I still feel that it is better to have a be. Allen's final compromise was frustrating. This ending is too good for Andermund. He is a good politician but not a good lover. "Honey, do you see the gray watchtower outside? The moment I saw it, I suddenly felt that I no longer loved you. "

This book is really well written, with such delicate emotions and words... In the end, Andermon was actually forgiven by Allen, even if the price was to kill Allen. (I don't know how to say it. The word forgiveness is by no means accurate... Maybe it's not forgiveness, but Allen is just too soft-hearted and kind, so he chooses to let it go. Or maybe, he is just tired, but he is unable to compete.) "My dear, have you seen the gray watchtower outside? The moment I saw it, I suddenly felt that I no longer love you."

"I just want to tell people who see this note that the author is Alan Custer, who died after the victory in the war. He missed the blue sky of the school and the young professor with bent eyes and smile under the apple tree outside the library. He will abandon all memories and be reborn, but he will not be happy." "Both the military and war can change a person from the deepest part of his soul." "My dear, have you seen the gray watchtower outside? The moment I saw it, I suddenly felt that I no longer love you." ——"Gray Tower Notes" After reading it, I felt a little uncomfortable, but I couldn't express it. I didn't have any big mood swings. It felt weird. It's not that I don't like Undermon, it's just that he doesn't suit Allen well. Jane Castle is a really good girl, but it's a pity. It's very nice. This book makes me feel like the fog in London. It's gray and gloomy. No one can escape that fog. Everyone is being rotated by the gears of the times. Many people died before dawn. What about those who survived? Will Allen, who has lost his memory, really live happily in that post-war land? If life is just like the first meeting, if they are destined to be victims of the times, it would be better for everything to be frozen in the encounter under the apple tree.

Love under war is always involuntary. In the end, Allen was tired and didn't want to love anymore. He just wanted to keep his own memories to maintain his personality. But Andermont was unwilling to let go and erased Allen's memory, creating a false and prosperous happiness. This he ending makes the story even more fatalistic and sadistic. Everything was written on the eve of Allen losing his memory, and all tragedies were already doomed.

This is the abridged version. This is the second time I've watched it [crying] [crying]. Every time I have a different feeling. War will really change a person from the deep. The writing is delicate. I think the best thing about this book is that the description of cryptography is not difficult at all and is easy to understand. The character descriptions are really great, even the supporting roles are well written.

Honey, do you see that gray watchtower? The moment I saw him, I suddenly felt that I didn't love you anymore. If there was no war, Allen would discuss mathematics with his friends in the sunny classroom, and walk hand in hand with his lover on the campus paths...

I just want to tell anyone who sees this note that the author is Alan Custer, who died after victory in the war. He missed the clear blue sky of the school and the young professor with his eyes bent and smiling under the apple tree outside the library. He will abandon all memories and be reborn, but not happily.

I just want to tell anyone who sees this note that the author is Alan Custer, who died after victory in the war. He misses the clear blue sky of the school and the smiling lover with his eyes bent under the apple tree outside the library. He will abandon all memories and be reborn, but not happily. Andermund, do you see the gray watchtower outside? The moment I saw it, I suddenly felt that I no longer loved you.

On January 23, 2024, the S-level reading ended. Holiday,3rd The protagonist, Alan Custer, is a student in the Department of Mathematics at the University of C. The story begins when Alan meets Professor Anmond because of a small piece of code. As geniuses in mathematics and decryption, the two are like-minded and their souls fit with each other. However, Alan's parents are suspected of leaking information, and Anmond does not want Alan to join the espionage organization. After a series of twists and turns, Alan enters the organization and accidentally discovers the truth about his parents. His friend Edgar also has an unusual identity. Alan, who was deceived and imprisoned, is in pain, and is forced to lose his memory under the medicine of another friend, the psychiatrist Arnold. Before losing his memory, Allen wrote these contents in the observation tower where he was imprisoned, which is called "Gray Tower Notes". The end of chapter 7, verse 41, ends with: "When I picked up the pen again, it seemed like all the time was flooding into my memory at the same time, which was unbearable for my mind. They disrupted my sense of time, confused my logic, and made me unable to distinguish between the past and reality. There were footsteps outside the door. I thought it was Arnold and his assistant. Maybe Andemon will come to stay with me, or maybe he won't. These may be the last words I write. I just want to tell anyone who sees this note that the author is Alan Custer, who died after victory in the war. He missed the clear blue sky of the school and the young professor with his eyes bent and smiling under the apple tree outside the library. He will abandon all memories and be reborn, but not happily. " In my humble opinion, this is a good ending. In the extra chapter, Allen and Anmond fall in love, which will make the current Allen feel painful. Allen, who has lost his memory, also expressed his discomfort. Anmond's behavior may be helpless, and his words and deeds have indeed caused indelible harm to Allen. The change of emotions in the book is a very important line. Whether it is the affection between the two protagonists, the affection that transcends friendship, or the affection that goes out of their way to serve the country, the affection between family members is always strong and contagious. However, due to personal lack of relevant experience, some of the emotions are too abrupt in my opinion, and it is difficult to understand them. The cruelty of war is also part of what the book wants to express. War separates families, breaks friendships, destroys trust, prices soar, and people live in a state of uncertainty, displacement, and panic. After the war, some people who dedicated themselves to the war did not live an "ordinary and happy" life. Sincerely wish: The dawn never dies, justice lasts forever

A dull, wet pain. Outside the non-existent window, half lead color and half grayish white... The crow's wing feathers cover the sky.

I have known about it for a long time but have never dared to look at it. During that time, I was confused, unable to calm down, and afraid of giving up. Until today, I searched for his name, opened the first page, and saw the boy I had been waiting for for a long time, the boy who was fixed in the frame, the boy who had been obliterated.

I cried TTWar can change many, many things. As for where Allen's notes went in the end, I think it should be like this: The situation was urgent at the time and it was impossible for him to transfer the notes to others. (Because others are also under surveillance, they will definitely be discovered and destroyed in the end) I am more inclined to think that Allen has recovered his memory (when he saw the gray watchtower, the original book said: I found that I don't love you anymore), so in the end, Allen must have hidden the notes. The reason why he didn't open the note was because he didn't want Edmund to die, because he had already recovered his memory, and opening it would be useless. He is willing to play a lifelong game of decryption with Edmond, and weave a sweet mystery of his own for Edmond. Allen will never commit suicide after recovering his memory. He has experienced the wars of the times and has a great yearning for peace. The peaceful life he lived with Edmond before he recovered his memory gave him great hope for life.

It's hard to describe the specific feeling, it's like you saw a fire after a brief pause, the fire is out, and it's time for you to leave. But this book will definitely stay in my memory for a long, long time

They met under the apple tree, when the spring breeze blew by, and the fragrance of the apple blossoms hid the trap of fate. "My dear, have you seen the gray watchtower outside? The moment I saw it, I suddenly felt that I didn't love you anymore." - Even if I lose my memory, the experience of being imprisoned in the gray tower is still deeply engraved in my bones. A pseudo-HE ending that seems satisfactory but is actually full of regrets. It's not that Andermund doesn't love it, it's just that in his ranking, "country" is always higher than "Alan". "Gray Tower Notes" is like a glass of sweet wine soaked in bitterness, based on the World War II spy war, containing the love and pain of geniuses and planners. Allen's purity was shattered by the gears of the times, Andemon's deep affection was wrapped in the coldness of power, and the "perfection" whose memory was stripped away was nothing more than a mirror piled up with forgetfulness. There is no colorful spy battle, but the detailed psychological folds are used to outline the strangulation of human nature by war - as fierce as love is, regret will be as bitter as it is. When the war is over, we will be together. Seriously, I cried to death.

It looks good. It looks good. The author must be very good at mathematics. Everyone in the novel is a genius. What's wrong? What's wrong with me? When I read the second part, I understood why the tone of this novel is so bland. It turns out to be a memoir, which is even better. War, hey, is so cruel and can change so many people.

The emotions between Allen and Andemon are an undercurrent hidden under reality, secret and turbulent, a contradictory tragedy. Like Shakespeare's characters, they face three tragedies: character tragedy, social tragedy, and fate tragedy. The different perspectives on life make Allen, Andermon and other characters have completely different attitudes and approaches to reality. It also causes different character disputes and deepens the emotional exchanges. As for war, such a social background undoubtedly casts a tragic and heavy veil on the entire story. We can feel the strong emotional collision between the characters in that depressive atmosphere. Fate forms a dream tragedy in the constant intertwining contradictions. Such a tragedy seems to have a happy ending. Allen's amnesia seems to be a relief, but this result is more disappointing than his death. There is not one time in the whole text that they express love to each other, but the author slowly expresses this secret emotion through subtle character descriptions and the intersection of time and space. The author wants to express not only love in the article, but also further thoughts on human nature and society. To sum up, I have a very good impression of this article and welcome other book friends to discuss it.

From the overall background of this book, the victory of the war is a very good ending. From the perspective of the protagonists individually, everyone is sad, and the cause of all this is the war. The he in this book makes me feel more uncomfortable than the be.

It's a pity that it's an abridged version. It looks a little strange at the front. I'm really disappointed. Qwq This is the book I most hope to be able to BE. Living without knowing anything is better than sleeping with memories forever...

I just want to tell anyone who sees this note that the author is Alan Custer, who died after victory in the war. He missed the clear blue sky of the school and the young professor with his eyes bent and smiling under the apple tree outside the library. He will abandon all memories and be reborn, but not happily.

I didn't have a VIP, but I got a VIP for three days. I thought I should finish reading it in these three days, so I stayed up late the next day. Looking at the pale yellow text, I calmly accepted the story and the ending it told, until the alarm clock rang, until my mother opened my curtains, I looked at the gray-blue sky, and for a moment I thought of Allen's eyes, so beautiful, so desperate, and I suddenly felt sad

Everything revolves around the young man under the apple tree. He was eager to save his country and his lover, but in the end he was annihilated in the trajectory of the war. Even if he is still alive, he is no longer the young man in his prime under the apple tree.

For the time being, it is the pinnacle of be in my heart. It is really sad. థ౪థ

Very, very beautiful [crying] Dear dear friend, why don't you speak?

He will abandon all memories and be reborn, but he will not be happy

The flower language of apple blossom is a trap

Among all the tombstones, one named Alan Custer is missing. He is one of the founders of victory. He is an idealist with an innocent heart. He has cracked the mystery. He may know the consequences of passing on the information his mother gave him, but maybe he made the choice for the sake of literary examination, or maybe for the sake of Great Britain. He may not be determined enough, but he is loyal to Great Britain until death. Unhappy Allen, I want to give you a poppy, which belongs to you originally.

No one is innocent. In the end, Andemon "killed" his lover with his own hands in order to protect his country. Edgar betrayed the country to protect his enemies. Arnold lost the courage to fall in love with someone. Allen did not even have the right to control his own memory. He forgot his deeply loved profession and the mysterious creator sleeping in the capital of country G. She forgot that the mysterious creator was the mother she had pursued and believed in all her life. Jane did not know until her death that her son had experienced the same suffering as herself and had painfully lost his memory. The loss of memory also foreshadows the heartbreak of remembering it. If one day, he recalls, will he remember that the moment before he lost his memory, his lover put a bullet through his chest and took away his memory. A decryption genius was imprisoned by his lover and became an ordinary person.

The missing soul, the "complete" happiness. He entered the game of his own volition and missed the mark, so he stole his life, and circumstances dictated it. Reading this book gives me a sense of fate as the gears of fate are turning. The fate of the characters under the influence of the times is described in detail. It is worth recommending. It feels like two people are like sea otters in the waves. Although they were reluctant at first, they held each other tightly. Later, although the two people looked at each other, their hands loosened. In this way, it seemed that both parties had each other but the distance was further.

Dear dear friend, why don't you speak?