Have you ever tried to spend your whole life loving someone?
On that hot summer day, the boy smiled brightly and said to her, "Xia Nanxi, how about I stay with you forever."
But just when Xia Nanxi mustered up the courage to respond, Ji Mingchen disappeared.
This year, Xia Nanxi's father died, her mother was imprisoned, and Ji Mingchen left without saying goodbye, causing Xia Chenyi to fall into despair several times. What supported her survival was an obsession. She wanted to know why, all of this was too dramatic.
Eight years later, when Xia Nanxi was twenty-five years old, she saw Ji Mingchen in the hospital. She chuckled: "Ji Mingchen, it's hard for me to lie to you now."
But Ji Mingchen seemed to be poured into the vine of life. The more she struggled, the tighter he entangled her. He could explain the many misunderstandings, but he couldn't let her go! He has loved her since he was young. He has loved her pride, her paranoia, her vulnerability, and her kindness. He once petitioned God, hoping that her girl would be happy throughout her life and ask for nothing else.
She tried to resent him for leaving without saying goodbye, but she couldn't help but love him with her life. Perhaps the seed in her heart had sprouted as early as when she was a girl.
I think the monsoon brought my thoughts to the far south.
At the end of the story, she said: "Ah Chen, life is too short, and I am a little unwilling to do so. In the next life, will you wait for me?"
