The Heroine Has Depression and Other Mental Illnesses, and She Is Tortured from Beginning to End Without Cp
The heroine suffered from depression and many other diseases. The only people who were good to him also died in front of her. He was tortured without Cp from beginning to end. At the end, the heroine walked to death alone.
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I know what words to use to express my own feelings now. Ever since I started self-harming at some point, I have noticed that your own feelings seem to be getting less and less. I don't know how to express myself. It's easy for me. I just want to cry, and I am also very sensitive. I always hate everyone for no reason, but I know in my heart that I don't want to hate them, and I will not hate them, but there is an idea in my mind. If I die, they are the ones who caused it. I hate them. Why can't I have a better life? Can you guys have a better life? I wanted to throw everything away, and I said I would set a fire and burn the whole house to accompany me. I didn't know why I had this idea. I feel like I am no longer the same as I used to be, and my own emotions have also become very different. I basically don't have too many emotions in a day. But my whole face is basically stretched. I seldom like to share interesting things with my mother like before, but since my mother used the things I shared with him or the ideals in my heart to stimulate me every time, I slowly began to no longer trust her. I really feel that I have become so strange.
Depression is like a black hole, constantly swallowing up all the emotions. It is obviously just some trivial things, but it is just brooding, subconscious negativity and pessimism. I don't know how to describe it. I am always afraid of being seen by others. I always hope to be understood, and I seal myself in a cocoon, step by step towards the abyss.
This book is special and tells the story of the author's struggle with depression in a heart-warming way. I admire the author's experience very much. It's really amazing that she can turn such a painful experience into a painting! The characters in the book are all real and gave me a deeper understanding of depression. I think this book can not only help patients with depression, but also make us healthy people know how to care about the people around us. I recommend everyone to read it! 📖
I hope there is no depression in the world, and I hope everyone is healthy and happy every day.