I am Xue Baochai, ranked first among the twelve beauties in Jinling. Everyone in the world thinks that Sister Lin is innocent and innocent, and says that I am mature, sophisticated and well-rounded. I think that I am doing things smoothly for my own benefit. However, in this world, whoever lives has no purpose. Being able to live more calmly by relying on one's own wisdom is not a kind of ability. People in the world prefer Daiyu because they miss their young selves who still live in an innocent world with their sharp edges intact. You don't love Baochai because you don't like to see in her your self who has compromised the world and whose face is blurred.
Everyone said that I was a "green tea bitch" for stealing Sister Lin's good match, Baoyu, the son of the Jia family. In fact, if I had a choice, I would not look down on a "rich and idle man" like him at all. The so-called "good match" is just the wishful thinking of the elders. If there is anyone in Dream of Red Mansions who is my official match, it is naturally Miss Lin who has fallen from the world. Since ancient times, there has been a saying in the Red Mansion that "If you look for a good match in the Red Mansion, Hengwu is the perfect match for Xiang Fei."
If I had not failed in choosing a concubine, I am confident that I could become the second generation of Emperor Wu. Whether you like it or not, this is who I am. I have my own philosophy of life. I follow the times, I am well-rounded, and I speak and do things without leakage. This is my emotional intelligence and my ability.
Whether you say I'm smooth and sophisticated, or you say I'm hot-faced and cold-hearted, that's because you don't understand me. Don't look down on me. If you live in this world for a long time, in the end, you will eventually live like me. I write this autobiography today not only to explain myself, but also to facilitate the comments of future generations.
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Super exciting, respectful of the original work, reasonably extended, very thoughtful, and worth a read!
Super exciting, respectful of the original work, reasonably extended, very thoughtful, and worth a read!