She Died in the Year She Loved Him Most

A super interesting novel, the plot and logic are all online. Both the male and female protagonists are very, very, very good people (especially Da Gu), especially the heroine. I can't even accept her ending. Xiao Gu is really disgusting, but when I think about how good Da Gu is now, I feel more and more sorry for it. The heroine felt sad. She had always been kind to everyone, and she had given up everything to live a good life with Da Gu. The sudden change ruined their normal lives, but she had always faced it with a smile, was tolerant and was waiting for Da Gu to come back (oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo,,, real, Wow, oooooooooooo real things). In this relationship, I can't judge who should pay the price for such an ending. I can only blame fate for playing tricks on people. I hope I can write an extra story so that Da Gu and Sangsang's family in the parallel world can live a beautiful life together... How happy they are, I don't even dare to think about it [crying] [crying] [crying] [crying] [crying]

It's super good-looking. The heroine is so pitiful and the author is great. Unlike some authors who have masochistic tendencies and the hero chooses to forgive even when he doesn't lose his memory. The author of this novel doesn't even choose to forgive even when the hero loses his memory. The author is great. Scumbags shouldn't be forgiven. This is just a personal opinion.

The author's writing is very gentle and delicate, with a touch of humor from time to time, and the characters he writes are very three-dimensional, both positive and negative. I like the gentle and firm look of Sangyuan the most. She loves someone deeply, but also loves herself rationally. There are many places where I couldn't help but shed tears while reading. I will always be moved by the sincere feelings between people (tears). In fact, I can't hate to remember her. She has her own position and her own reasons. There is no scene of female competition in the whole book so far. I am really touched. Looking forward to the author's subsequent performance! ! ! (Send flowers)

This book is really great, and the sadistic text is really sadistic. It was clear that Sang Yuan and Gu Yu were close to having a happy life and accompanying Xiaolan to grow up together, but they disappeared in the end. Fortunately, Xiaolan has a very good uncle and aunt. Ah, I am really sorry to see that. I really should have said it earlier. Da Gu paid for everything Xiao Gu did, so that he would not have the rest of his life. Hey, I think there is only one bad guy in this book. The male protagonist is his scumbag father, and he is completely the villain. This book is very good both in terms of writing style and article structure. In general, the whole book is regrettable in two words [almost crying] [almost crying] [almost crying] [almost crying] [almost crying]

I don't know what to say. Every character is written in a rich and full way, and every character makes people feel sorry and regretful (except for the hero's parents, Byd, who really deserve death). I almost never stopped crying in the second half (*꒦ິ⌓꒦ີ). The final ending is also very real, unexpected and reasonable. Sang Yuan is really a girl who grew up in love. Because she has abundant love, she can give abundant love to others like the sun. She bravely pursues and accepts her own two love affairs that are not considered successful. Such a good girl ended up like this, I really feel sad (*꒦ິ⌓꒦ີ)

It's really good-looking and made me cry. The heroine's character is also very delicate. Hurry up and abuse the hero! (Can't wait jpg.)

Joker Xue's "Like the Wind" is a perfect match for this novel. The heroine is really gentle. Her gentleness is the kind that makes people feel at ease and you can't help but want to be close to her. But when I read this book and read about her inferiority complex in her youth and her self-dislike due to family reasons, I was really touched because I was probably like this before. My family was not very wealthy, and my inner feelings were A sensitive heart and low self-esteem lead to a bad temper. Sometimes I can't control my temper and get angry at my family, but then I fall into self-loathing. But fortunately, I met my current good friend, my personality began to change, and now I have made more sincere friends. The author describes every character in this book very well. Even though I have read a lot of Be's articles, I still shed tears for the sadness of this book [I almost cried]

This book is really amazing. It condenses all the dark sides of people in the world here. It is so good that I am at a loss for words. The author is so awesome, he has thoroughly studied human psychology, leaving no trace behind, making it feel very real and immersive. Although it is presented with a very earthy theme of amnesia and chasing his wife in the crematorium, it is really eye-catching. The male protagonist accidentally injured the female protagonist because of a man-made car accident that caused his memory to return from thirty-six to eighteen. Then when the hero remembered everything, things had reached an irreversible point. When you love someone deeply but hurt her without knowing it, how will you react and how will you feel? I think the author's interpretation of hin is very good. There is also the heroine, who refuses to let go even when she is hurt by the amnesiac hero, in order to hope that the hero who regains his memory in the future will know that he will not be easily abandoned by others. Gu Yuhui wants him to know that she cares about him and that he is a part of her that cannot be easily let go. The heroine's deep love, and the hero's hatred for himself after regaining his memory, were expressed to the fullest, and the tears were flowing. It made me, holding the flag of being a big fan of Bandit I Si Cun, start to shift a little. I'm sorry for your stupidity! Anyway, the book captures the psychology of the characters very well and accurately, and the writing is very good (I will reject all books that are not good), and there are so many tears, and... I am so embarrassed that I have run out of words... [Awkward laugh]

After reading novels for so many years, I generally don't rate them, and good reviews usually give them four stars. This is the only book in my memory that has been given five stars! Because the subject matter of this novel is novel and I have very few complaints about it! The main reason is! No matter whose perspective you look at this novel, there is nothing wrong with it! Just like the sentence "There is no absolute good or bad or right or wrong in this world, it's just that different people are in different environments, different frequencies and different angles, and make different choices!" The heroine's three views are very correct! Very kind, optimistic and cheerful, gentle and cool, but also mature! Live like a beam of light! I like this heroine very much! She knows that if you love your neighbor, you should love yourself first! Be willing to give kindness to others! And it's a big picture! Really gentle, intellectual and beautiful! I have always maintained that "white paper matches white paper, and newspapers match newspapers." This novel also embodies this sentence very well! Moreover, this author also emphasizes cherishing life and taking care of your body! It's really stupid to hurt your body in a way to vent your emotions! Everything happens for a reason! If you blaspheme life, life will not give you any gifts in the end! In the end, you will learn to cherish life and yourself! People who don't love themselves, don't cherish their bodies, and don't cherish life often end up not doing well! Not much to say, people still need to read this novel to deeply understand the feeling! For those who can read this novel and have a deep understanding of it, I can only say, "It's so tasteful!" Everyone has different tastes. I like this novel very much! The author decisively paid attention! [Laughing] Keep up the good work [Like][Like][Like] Gentle, not lukewarm! Typo [face covering] [laughing]

It's really easy to cry. It's the worst novel I cried. Sang Yuan is really gentle. The male protagonist likes the female protagonist so much. Why did he get into a car accident? Yuan Zui really deserves to die but they are all so miserable. If their family atmosphere was better, wouldn't this be the case?

This male protagonist should be tortured to death. Broken mirrors will never be reunited. The heroine is also a good character and the second male lead is also good. I hope it will be a be ending. This male protagonist is really disgusting to me, I am speechless. He is not worthy of the love of the female protagonist. The female protagonist is really good.

God, I felt like I was going to be tortured to death. It was so "sweet". I tortured the female protagonist first and then the male protagonist. I felt sad for the male protagonist's hiding of his emotions and thoughts. I also felt sorry for the female protagonist's gentleness and strength. She did not avoid problems and faced challenges head-on. Most people would give up decisively when faced with Xiao Gu's harsh words. Precisely because the heroine is gentle and has a strong heart, she will not confuse Da Gu and Xiao Gu. Although it hurts, she knows that Da Gu will not treat her like this, and she will wait for Gu to recover his memory before discussing these issues. It's a pity that Gu keeps everything in his heart, which makes the heroine feel discouraged about Da Gu [crying] [crying] [crying]

After watching it, I was really emotionally disturbed. The female protagonist is a gentle girl with a strong heart. The male protagonist is also quite miserable (I think it is not entirely the fault of the male protagonist, it can only be said to be a trick of fate). The female protagonist Bai Yueguang made me cry to death (a boy who seems to be a sunny and cheerful boy but has the courage to face the world) (if I were the female protagonist, I might be trapped in it for the rest of my life.) I really wanted to cry when I saw the miracle of living past the age of twenty-five and fighting against the disease 🥲. The male protagonist also loves someone seriously every time. The male protagonist Bai Yueguang's character contradictions are also very real, and she has worked hard. And Bai Yueguang's child. The heroine is really strong and pitiful🥺. She really lives according to what Bai Yueguang said, and she really looks forward to the establishment of a new family and the arrival of her children. It's beautiful but also really hurtful! Support! Keep up the good work, author [Like]

It's so cruel. It's the first time I read a novel. I read every chapter so carefully [crying] [crying] It's really well written but it's so cruel [crying] [crying] [crying]

It took me a day to read it, and I felt very stuck after reading it. I didn't know who to blame for the heroine's tragedy. Sang Yuan is a really gentle and strong girl, with a strong heart and stable emotions. If it weren't for Pei Chen's health, I wouldn't dare to think how happy they are. They have common topics and soul compatibility, and the man's mother is also a very good person. The love between Gu Yuhui and Jiannian when they were young is also very desirable. Two people who lack love for each other support each other, but even if they can get married, they will eventually part ways because of their personalities and Gu's original family. The author's titles are also very cleverly arranged: Drunken Life, Dreaming of Death, and First Awakening. From the cruel reality and the ending of death from the female protagonist's perspective to the intertwining of the sweetness of the past and the present reality from the male protagonist's perspective, it gradually evolves to the madness of the male protagonist. It is a very interesting arrangement. When I saw the first awakening chapter, I thought the author was going to arrange a very special rebirth plot, but it turned out to be just a dream that the male protagonist spun for himself. Two words describe this novel: regret. It is a pity for the male protagonist that he will not know what the heroine said to him when he died; it is a pity for the female protagonist that he will not know until his death that the male protagonist has had a four-year crush on her and the room full of her photos; and it is a pity for the readers that both the 18-year-old male protagonist and the 34-year-old male protagonist are actually innocent, but they still lost their lover, friends, and family due to some strange combination of circumstances...

After reading everyone's comments, I just watched the parts about abusing the male protagonist. The scumbag deserves it. He just forgets his memory and acts recklessly. BE is the best ending. This novel is well written, but probably because it is too sadistic and has a bad ending, the rating is not high. If you like reading sadistic stories, you can read it.

The author's writing style is really good. I really like this style. Everyone has their own story. The male and female partners do not all serve the male and female protagonists. Everyone is a distinct individual. Maybe the world I'm exposed to is too small. I think most girls have their own opinions. They don't have to be male protagonists like in novels, and they often do things that violate morality. This novel is not like the romance novels I have seen before. Take Memorial as an example. She is a distinct individual. She has her own position. The starting point of everything she does is her child, a mother. This novel is very sad, and it gave me a more intuitive feeling of sigh and sadness for everyone. Everyone has their own story, and the sad part is that everyone has their own "sadness". I think this is also one of its attractive features.

This is definitely the best sadistic novel I have ever read, but it doesn't make the heroine as humble as others, or something like that. Pei Chen is definitely Bai Yueguang. Why does Bai Yueguang have to die? Pei Chen [crying] [crying] [crying] [Crying] [Crying] If he hadn't died, Sang Yuan would have been the one to accompany him and Sang Yuan to the temple for a happy life. I can't even mention it. I just don't read the text and just think about it. It's really too cruel. I burst into tears just thinking about it. Just now, Sang Yuan, who was worshiping the gods and Buddhas seriously, didn't notice that Pei Chen's eyes never left her. When she finished her wish and bent down, someone followed her and bowed down. The boy had a chuckle on his face, his heart was filled with happiness, and he whispered something in his heart. "Worship heaven and earth." He secretly prepared a red couple's outfit, and his hidden selfishness was hidden under the bright color. "Two bows to Gaotang." He and she were worshiping the gods together at this moment, and it was considered that a god had witnessed this wedding that only he knew about. "Husband and wife bow to each other." Pei Chen tilted his body and turned towards her, his eyes were hot, he clenched his hands and let joy and sadness mix. The moment he put the incense, he apologized to the gods for borrowing his precious land to fulfill his selfish desires. At the same time, he also thanked the gods for becoming their witness, although this was a secret that only he and the gods knew. Please write me a side story, I beg you, I really can't stand it anymore, every time I think about this paragraph, I cry like a dog [cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry]Help oooooooooooooooooooooooo Author, where is your home? I want to send you some souvenirs, please send me the address [smile]

I stayed up late to read it and cried a lot. Sang Yuan is really a very gentle and gentle girl. I believe that she and Pei Chen can always be in love and companionship in the parallel world. She also has a selfish hope that in another parallel world, a family of three, not four, will have a happy and warm life 😭😭

I love the heroine in this, she is my favorite heroine character so far. Her gentleness and rationality are really touching. If possible, I really hope that she can finish her ordinary and happy life in another parallel time and space. Everyone here has a very distinct image, each with its own characteristics, and depicts many independent individuals. Unfolding everyone's story is a tragedy. Parents who have lost their children, husbands who have lost their lovers, lives that have lost their meaning... I don't know if it's because I'm too empathetic. From everyone's perspective, there's nothing wrong, it's just my own choices that have been affected. Everyone is not wrong, but everyone is wrong.

Da Gu is a little pitiful, but whether it's him when he was young or him later, it's him. Whether he has amnesia or not, it's him, and he should bear it. The fact that he did those things at the age of 18 only shows that he has the same nature when he is in his thirties. The country is easy to change, but the nature is hard to change. The bee is very good, I was worried about he when I watched it. I really enjoyed reading the book Chasing the Wife in the Crematorium, and I really hope to read it. This is the only one. I only hate that the female protagonist is too soft-hearted, and I only hate that the male protagonist is not miserable enough. Watching it again, I feel even more that the heroine is too soft-hearted, hateful and pitiful. So angry, the heroine is really too soft-hearted!

The big characters are really well portrayed. I cried until more than 30 chapters. I blamed myself for not seeing the name clearly. At first I thought it was just about torturing the female protagonist, and there would be more male and female protagonists later. I didn't understand the title at first, but as I read further, I felt that the male protagonist should not get involved with the female protagonist. The male protagonist is not good at all. Although it is because of his family of origin, he longs for the female protagonist's love, so he humblely wants to embrace this light. He is not wrong. The heroine loves her passionately. No matter whether she may no longer love her ex at the age of 26, she still chooses to be together. Many girls are like this. If they like her, they are willing to risk their lives. Maybe it was to make the writing more sadistic. When I saw the memory chapter, I felt that the heroine liked the second male lead, but she was in love with the male lead. I haven't seen the back part, which is about fifty chapters, but from just a few words it can be seen that she seems to know everything about the male protagonist, or she doesn't care, she is like a little sun who wants to hug everyone. The author portrayed this very well. And I feel that this article seems to be conveying a very important message to both men and women - you must find someone who is very good, regardless of whether she/he loves you or not. Such a person will make your life full of sunshine and reduce a lot of negative emotions. Great! ! This is my first long review and I love this book so much. [Blow a kiss] [Blow a kiss] To be honest, I was hesitant, not sure if I wanted to watch the part where the male protagonist was tortured. Mainly because the heroine is the worst of the two. I would feel that late love is inferior to grass. Even if the male protagonist is 18, he doesn't know it. But I say it from a God's perspective. Since you know that you are not very good, why do you chase after someone who doesn't belong to you? ? So those 18-year-old you who are 18 years old haven't noticed the clues in your disguise? Why did it hurt then? ! You can see how he repeatedly wants to hurt the child in the heroine's belly. He has a very dark mentality. Maybe it's the growing environment. And the male protagonist is very persistent, whether it is his ex or the female protagonist. He especially longs for love. But this is no reason for harm! It's like the part that only belongs to the fairy is over, and I want to watch a person who brings negative emotions to people confess? [Facepalm] Everyone is different. I stayed up all night yesterday wishing that I would immediately regret seeing the male protagonist, but this morning I felt that such a person as the male protagonist was unworthy. He doesn't even deserve to be liked by the heroine. Oh, remembering that he always likes to take secret photos of the people he likes, this further illustrates his psychological distortion... He lacks love to this extent. Poor and hateful. Wow, forget it, there are still twenty or thirty chapters to go, I'd better see the hero regret it. After all, a mouse is a mouse, so don't look bright! ! (I just said that for people like the male protagonist who can't control their emotions. In fact, I am one of them, haha, but forget it if you have a dirty heart. The male protagonist seems to have an older brother, right? I haven't seen why he looks so similar. I think the male protagonist is similar to his older brother. But to be honest, the original family will really affect the life of a person!) The author portrayed this very well! ! I also hope that if you see this comment of mine, if Hesitation has an unhappy family like the male protagonist, you must believe in the world and yourself, and love yourself when no one loves you! ! (This is why I hate the male protagonist, I understand but I don't agree) I also know that the male protagonist gets better later on, but this is because she is the female protagonist, and there are more ordinary girls in the world. If an ordinary girl meets such a man, she will be really scared! ! That's why I hate the male protagonist. Although he is innocent from his perspective, I feel sorry for him, but such a character should learn to be strong or leave home. This is a choice. People who are trapped in a trap are not worthy of sympathy, including the male protagonist's ex. Adults have to pay for their own choices. (Maybe it's because my family doesn't love them. I think everyone becomes an individual when they grow up. They can rely on their parents, but they can't rely too much on them. Therefore, I don't understand that the male protagonist and his predecessor can escape in my opinion. They are just weak and incompetent.) But why should the heroine bear the responsibility? ! I feel most sorry for the female lead and the second male lead. Such good people [almost cry] [almost cry] [almost cry] are so harmful. Forget it, there is a beginning and an end. This is the only long review on record📖, and I will finish it. This is the first Tomato book and I finished it right away. I just wanted to see if the male protagonist is as incompetent as I thought from the first fifty chapters! !

I found it by accident, it's beautiful. Sang Yuan is gentle, strong and kind. She is the best heroine I have ever seen. The little dog also moved me very much. The author didn't go out of his way to write about how miserable Sang Yuan was, but he could empathize with it. There were some witticisms interspersed to lighten the atmosphere so that it wouldn't be too solemn. It's still very sad that 18-year-old Xiao Gu and 34-year-old Da Gu are not the same person. Da Gu tried everything to make up for the mistakes Xiao Gu made, but Sang Yuan is dead when he dies. It's very sad, and the villain is also very sad, especially Memorial. He is poor and has low self-esteem, but he is proud. He is not completely bad or good. Originally, the original male protagonist and female protagonist would have a very good life, but they had so many thoughts that they didn't know where to start.

From the perspective of a sadistic novel, it is indeed a unique sadistic novel. Spreading blades all the way, I feel that the only sweet part is the part where Sang Yuan and Fei Chen fall in love. Bai Yueguang's lethality was too great. Feichen died when he loved Sang Yuan the most, and Sang Yuan died when she loved Da Gu the most. It feels like everything is missed just for the drama of the novel. Sometimes I feel that the 18-year-old Xiao Gu is just an excuse to start a legitimate sadistic story, and it also seems like an excuse for the male protagonist to make mistakes. But when I think about how most abuse stories follow this routine, it feels normal, and I just feel a little sorry for their fate. But I really like the gentleness of the heroine

It's really good to watch T_T If the setting like this is not well written, people will actually give up after watching it. The reason why I didn't give up is that the heroine is really plump and awesome T_T. She has always adhered to her own principles and is a very gentle and strong person. The heroine is really a strong woman in another sense. I haven't seen where the heroine died yet. 55 I'm a little afraid to watch it. She is such a beautiful person [crying] [crying] Great author! The male protagonist is tortured to death from behind.

The writing is very good, the story is really sad, and overall it is Lan Yinxuguo. Because the male protagonist's family is very bad, he himself has great flaws. Later, as he gets older and experiences more setbacks, his talent grows, and his three views are re-established, showing a very good image for the female protagonist. As a result, he loses his memory and returns to before liberation. The male protagonist was flawed in all aspects when he was 18 years old. If he was a very good person, how could he? I'm afraid that there won't be a big change even if she loses her memory. If the female protagonist met him when she was 18, she would never fall in love with him. If Pei Chen hadn't died, nothing would have happened to the male protagonist.

It's like a parallel world, the torture makes the liver hurt, it's so real, I understand the heroine's mood, and I also feel the hero's crazy longing, it's like the time and space of the two people are misplaced, it hurts, I finished reading with a smile and tears [crying] [crying] [crying]

The saddest thing about the novel is not the bloody abuse, but the overwhelming regret! ! The male protagonist finally got over the trap of family, career, and love, and found his moon. The moon illuminated him flawlessly. When he wanted to confess all his dark, uneasy, and inferior self to the moon, it was dawn as soon as he opened his eyes. Everything goes back to the time when I loved the sun the most. The expected sunshine did not make anyone feel warm, but instead burned everyone. Slowly the sun went down, and he got closer and closer to the moon, but the moon was covered by dark clouds. And this hateful dark cloud came to night and blocked the moon because of what he said during the day: "Damn dark clouds, don't block my sun"! [Crying] Also, to understand the bad guy (I forgot the name of my first love), you only need to know that she is being coerced for the sake of the child, but to understand Sang Sang's unwillingness to let go of the male protagonist, you have to understand it [Crying]

It's really good to watch. It doesn't have those weird bloody scenes, it's just torture for the sake of torture. I just feel sorry for every one of them, whether it is the male protagonist or the female protagonist, it is very heartbreaking. It's not like some sadistic stories that are all about making me cry. Then, I think the point that makes me cry the most is Pei Chen. Really, Pei Chen can really be regarded as the white moonlight of the warm sun system. I cried to death. And let's say it's wrong! There is actually nothing wrong with the male protagonist, it can only be said that the timing is wrong. I don't hate the male protagonist at all, and I feel very sorry for him. I think Xiao Gu is really disgusting, but it was so miserable that I cried him to death. How could there be such an unlucky person as him!

The relationship and energy between the heroine and Pei Chen in this book really made my nose bubble when I saw it... It hurt, it hurt too much, and my tears were almost dry for these two. At other times, it was basically the same as watching an ordinary family drama. The heroine was the normal person, but she was unlucky enough to be dragged into the drama by the male protagonist and became the one who took the blame. If there is an afterlife, I hope that the heroine and Pei Chen can renew their relationship. Their loss is really sad. The love that is born towards death. I haven't seen such a pure and dazzling emotion in a novel for a long time. It gave me a headache from crying.