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It's very exciting, but the ending is quite regrettable [crying] If Shen Yan had been braver and Shen Mo had discovered it earlier, maybe the ending would have been different. I hope Shen Yan can have someone who loves you well in another world and have an ordinary and warm family [crying] [crying]
It's so cruel to me. The misfortune brought to Xiao Yan by his native family is the pain that he can't get rid of in his life. Everything about his native family is the root cause of his illness. If there is a if, the mistakes of the original family can be corrected. Even if they cannot be resolved, if they can be corrected a little bit, I think Xiao Yan will not be so painful. And my brother, I think he will be very heartbroken when he knows such a result, right? After reading it, I felt that the elder brother actually loves his younger brother, right? It's just because of his family of origin and himself that his brother didn't confess, right? My brother actually regrets it, right? If there really was an "if" something went wrong in one part of this story, I don't think the outcome of the story would be like this, right? (This is my first time writing a review. If there is anything wrong, I would like to apologize first. I'm sorry)
I cried to death, Shen Yan, Shen Mo, the inkstone and the ink were inseparable, but now the inkstone has been washed by water, and the ink has left. Their names are obviously so suitable and inseparable, but they cannot escape after all. The flowering period of the rose is too short, like a fleeting dream. Time moves away tirelessly, and in the end, all that is used to commemorate forgetfulness is a slowly weathering stone tablet. All our pasts dissolve into nothingness, drifting away with the flow of ignorance. I can't save him. I just hope that he will live happily in his next life, be with the people he loves, and grow old together.
This book is different from other double-male protagonist novels. Other dual-male protagonist novels are about the love between two people, but this book is only about the despicable love of the protagonist. It is not so much about dual male protagonists as it is about a single male protagonist. It's very beautiful, the writing is delicate, and it really brought out the heavy and repressed love of the [loving] protagonist, which made me suffocate. I think this may be the best ending for the protagonist... After all, the influence of the original family is irreversible. Hmm... How should I put it? Although the article is short, the writing style is very good, and the author is completely a potential boss. If a new book opens, I will be the first to read it! I don't understand why the rating is so low. I didn't check the rating when I first read it, so I always thought it was a book with a rating of 9 or so. When I thought about it, I wanted to rate it, only to find out that it was only 5.9? ! I don't understand. This article only has a score of 5.9, Which is a bit weird. However, come on, the author [love]
I... The internal parts of my parents really seem to be like me. I have thought about seeing a psychiatrist, but I just thought about it. I am afraid that I am really sick, really serious. Sometimes I also think that I am really sick, very serious (after all, that good boy, that unpretentious girl, has scars on her arms that reach up to her elbows. Sometimes I feel really annoying and disgusting when I see them. I always want to get rid of the scars, but there are always some things that will add scars one after another) but... I used to not be able to fall asleep in class, and I couldn't concentrate. Now, I just can't concentrate in class. I always fall asleep and can never memorize words and texts. It's ridiculous! I also think @dust @'s cp is so sweet that I shouldn't say it's really good-looking.
Xiao Yan will flow further with the stream, fade away the painful memories, and put aside the unbearable illness. He will have a happy family, a perfect lover, and a brand new self. He will definitely have it, because his life is too miserable.
Baby Xiao Yan, in fact, you have always been not a spider but a butterfly. Baby Xiao Yan, the spider web has not been woven by you but by your parents. And Xiao Yan has always been a butterfly struggling on the spider web. I know that the baby is very tired, so I want to rest, so I won't disturb Xiao Yan to see the scenery. Xiaoyan must be pain-free and disease-free in your next life. You must meet a pair of parents who love you very much. Xiaoyan hopes that you can exist by your brother's side as a lover in your next life. Xiao Yan, let's fly, become a free bird, become a beautiful butterfly, and finally settle down in a home with really small windows.
Oh, I cried. It was the first time I saw such cruel orthopedics. Shen Yan couldn't calm down. Shen Yan loved his brother and lived for his brother. But Shen Yan loved his brother and died for his brother. At the moment when his brother found a girlfriend, he might not have died, but he died due to Shen Mo's indifference again and again. He was like a rose picked by Shen Mo. No matter how he repaired it, it would wither. He is free in his withering.
There is no ancient pavilion road, no willow trees to say goodbye. On an ordinary morning, someone stays in yesterday forever. Look at the lights of thousands of houses under this high tower, the world is prosperous, but tomorrow, there will be no lights for you.
Xiaoyan's love is a life-saving straw for him. It is a sin in the world. Therefore, the only salvation is not wanting Xiao Yan to make mistakes. He thought it was for Xiao Yan's good that he left him, but how could a world without hope keep a young man who was broken and in pain?
After reading it, I still feel regretful, not because the yin and yang are separated, not because the brother discovered his feelings at the end, but because the roots of the rose are rotten and rotten in the original family. The roses withered. The parents were the leaders, but the elder brother was also adding fuel to the flames without the elder brother knowing it. Or the elder brother was just a little bit close to saving the younger brother every time. No matter when he was a child, when he grew up or died, he always passed by and missed the best opportunity. Perhaps the saddest thing is to be alive, to know clearly that you are wrong, so wrong, and just a little bit closer every time. Similarly, "sister-in-law" is also worthy of careful consideration. The elder brother owes not only his younger brother, but also his "sister-in-law". But the elder brother was not the one who made the mistake. He just added fuel to the flames without knowing it. The most hateful thing is not him, but the parents. The most ironic thing is this family (except the younger brother). The parents didn't realize that their younger brother was sick, but it was only at the end that the elder brother discovered that his younger brother was sick and realized his feelings. I can't comment on all these things, because I'm not a person in the book, so I just use my own language, and I feel sorry to say it. This book is worth reading. The rating is due to the fact that most of the reading time is less than thirty minutes. Don't be misled.
Shen Mo is the only light in Xiaoyan's dark life. He wants to keep the light by his side, but he finds that the light does not only belong to him. It was as if the bright candle in the dark room was extinguished, and at the same time, Xiaoyan's living heart was extinguished.
I feel that Shen Mo has never had loving feelings for Shen Yan, or maybe he just didn't realize it. I hope that A Yan will have a happy family with good parents in the next life, and be an only child in the next life, so that you don't have to worry about a layer of family affection when you meet Shen Mo. I also hope that A Yan will be happy and safe in the next life.
For Shen Yan, parents and home are prisons, while Shen Mo is the moonlight. The person who should love him the most hurts him the most. The world is so big, but there is no room for him. He longed for freedom and moonlight, but he couldn't get it, so he could only exchange for it with death.
It started out quite smoothly, but after Xiao Yan crossed that line, it started to become depressing and suffocating. "But why? Because it has no roots." "Brother, why are you crying?" "It's all brother's fault" "I like it very much, brother" Mo has an inkstone, but Shen Mo no longer has his small inkstone. Brother is my only one But I'm not my only one He went to save others
Maybe I'm a bit cold-blooded. I only felt a little bit in the last episode [I almost cried]. I'm wrong. I've experienced it before, so I'm immune [crying]. I can only say that fortunately I don't have parents like that. Although they were also very bitter, it really hurt Xiao Yan a lot.
Hee hee, I saw my reflection in Xiaoyan. I just felt my heart ached, but I didn't shed any tears. Maybe they had dried up. Xiaoyan looked a lot like me, and my heart was already numb. But every time I read this article, I shed tears. But when I read this book, I felt suffocated and heartbroken. I didn't even shed a single tear. I always put myself as the protagonist. It's a wonderful article.
Personally, I highly recommend this book. It is very sad from the fifth chapter onwards. This book is relatively short, so it is very suitable for re-reading. It does not take a long time to re-read. It is easy for me to get into my emotions when I read it. It feels really sad. When the ending is over, it feels really short and disappears all of a sudden. , No matter how many times I watch it, I feel so sorry for Xiao Yantai, why he left so soon. He could have a bright future, go to college, live with his brother, try to change his brother, and have a better and happier future, but he passed away like that, and it feels like a pity.
This book gives me a really different feeling. I have read many, many sadistic novels and be, but this is the most special. It is really empathetic, especially the author's great writing style. After reading it, I really feel that it is beautiful, with that kind of depressing but poignant feeling. I highly recommend it to those who like the aesthetics of be.
The author's writing style is really good. Although the whole article only has 13 chapters, it depicts the protagonist's despair in a long-term repressed life and his desperate struggle in despair to get closer to his salvation. His sense of light is very good. I really sympathize with it and feel that sense of depression. It's difficult to 😣 And this article is quite realistic. The breakdown of the relationship between parents in the family, the self-impression of parents towards their children, the self-righteous way of getting along with each other, and sometimes very extreme ways of getting along with each other are quite common in real life (my parents sometimes have some, but not much). In short, this article is a good review
I cried to death watching this in the middle of the night. An incomprehensible relationship is a part of Shen Yan's life that he can't let go of, but no one noticed that the starry-eyed boy became more and more silent. It's really worth watching [crying][crying][crying]
I think the most sadistic thing is not the main text, but Shen Mo's extras. When I read the main text, I didn't find it too cruel. After watching the extras, I felt like I could cry all night.
If Shen Mo had discovered Shen Yan's abnormality earlier, and if Shen Yan didn't have such a suffocating family, then Shen Yan would have been the high-spirited young man in the extra story. He would have been admitted to 985 in that city and lived with his brother, with a bright future.
The writing style of this book is okay. The overall emotion is like a thin river, paving the way bit by bit, and then bursting out. Moreover, the subject matter is closer to reality, and the emotions are more delicate, which allows me to easily immerse myself in it and experience it. Overall, the article is short but very good
I hope that after Xiao Yan leaves, he will ride on the river to get out of the cage that has bound him all his life and reach the distant place that was once elusive. There, the fragrant flowers were blooming and hanging on the branches, and the soft and warm light shone on his face that no longer had traces of tears. All the unattainable things can be achieved. The roses finally bloomed again, and the person in his heart was waiting on the other side...
Really, this book is really easy to cry, wuwu🥺[laughing and crying][laughing and crying] The first time I read the two male protagonists, I burst into tears, haha😃. My mother asked me what was wrong, and I said there was too much homework, and it made me want to cry.
I really cried to death [Crying] [Crying] I think the whole incident is going very reasonable. Even if I am not afraid of being scolded for my heartless nature, I will say that I don't have as many reasons as him to break down and I have thought about leaving this world. I sincerely hope that he can have a good life in his next life [Crying]
If there is an afterlife, I hope the unique little inkstone can be Embrace the sky and fly above the white clouds, without any restraints Traveling thousands of miles and traversing the length of mountains and rivers, I am trapped by nothing Little inkstone, okay. Flowers will wither, but "roses" will not, because they are given meaning by angels.
It's quite sad. After reading it, I felt a little suffocated and didn't cry. I felt that I was so cold-blooded. After Xiao Yan left, his brother discovered his feelings for him. He regretted why he didn't care about him, but it was too late to regret anymore. Xiao Yan would never come back.
Thank you so much. I feel much better. I like sadistic writing because it allows me to vent my emotions. I have read it many times. It is very touching in the middle of the night and I cry every time I read it. Thank you. This book is the one that best meets my requirements among the hundreds of books I have read. The author makes friends?