This is a novel that the author prepared for six years and took more than a year to complete. The novel tells the true story of a family of three: Zhang Xiahong, Ni Dashan and Ni Songqin. After Ni Songqin became a high school student, he communicated less and less with his parents and indulged in games when he had time. It became increasingly difficult for Ni Songqin to educate him. As a mother, Zhang Xiahong reflected on every detail of her journey with her son Ni Songqin. She and Ni Dashan were addicted to "garbage happiness" after work. Ni Dashan was away from home all day and would curse when he came home drunk. Zhang Xiahong, on the other hand, watched TV dramas when she had time. They did not live up to the "exemplary example" of being a parent. After learning from the painful experience, Zhang Xiahong decided to start by changing herself. From then on, Zhang Xiahong embarked on the path of spiritual practice of reading books, excerpting, and writing reflective diaries. She wanted to be a good example of Ni Songqin throughout her life. Zhang Xiahong looked at Ni Songqin who was sitting in front of the computer and was fascinated by playing games. She blurted out: "Instead of hoping that my son will become useful, it is better to hope that I will become useful. I want to become a novelist. My first novel is called "Instead of hoping that my son will become useful, it is better to hope that I will become useful." Today, this novel is finally "available".
Realistic writing, great