She wished she could do it all again.
If you come back, you don't have to meet them again, so you won't accept the pain of loss.
Whenever she dreamed back in the middle of the night, with tears streaming down her face, she kept shouting at those vague but familiar figures: "Brother! I obeyed! Don't leave! Don't leave! Please don't leave me!"
She always hopes that if she keeps calling them, they will turn around and run towards her, rubbing her head lovingly and responding: "You idiot! What have you done again?"
Luo Xiaoyi: "Everyone has a goal. You don't have one now because your goal is in the future."
She smiled wildly: "Then I'll go as I please, hahaha."
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Chen Jiying: "You can obviously live more freely, but you tie yourself up, why bother?"
She lowered her head and smiled bitterly: "You don't have that much freedom?"
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Xu Qingchen: "Why are you working so hard?"
She smiled flatly: "I want to live."
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Lu Weijia: "You have to learn to protect yourself!"
She was fearless: "Don't I still have you?"
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She always wanted to live her life like this, but she didn't know that life would always play tricks on her. In the end... Abuse, imperfect ending