With my humble steps, I have experienced many beautiful things, happiness, happiness and so on. She always thinks that the next one is the right one, but unexpectedly she falls into a love trap every time. A self-righteous writer, a self-righteous protagonist. I thought that the so-called private novels refer to private novels. It turns out that in Japanese, "private" means "I". That's a type of writing where you regard yourself as the protagonist. Typically, Osamu Dazai writes private novels. I think he is really amazing at being able to write in a female tone.