Her name is Xiao Guan and she has never been an ordinary person. Ever since she can remember, people have always reminded her of her difference. People around her called her a fool when she was a child, people around her called her a "brainless person" when she grew up, and people around her called her an angry youth after she turned 30. Because of this characteristic, the road to growth is bumpy and the road to adulthood is staggering. When she was a child, she longed to integrate into the group and changed herself for this purpose. When she grew up, she found that she could not please the people around her no matter how much she changed, and gradually developed a solitary lifestyle. She lived her life drifting along the river of time, hating what she hated and liking what she liked, living whatever she wanted.
In her eyes, this is a good era! The economy is developing rapidly, products are abundant, and everyone is pursuing fame and fortune in their own way. She tried all her efforts and found that she could only make ends meet. After recognizing the reality, she told herself that just try your best and there was nothing wrong with just being a happy person.
Later I read a book by Lu Xun, and there was a character named Ah Q in the book. Thinking that she could be so happy every day and use the spiritual victory method, she gave herself and Ah Q a thumbs up. I don't know if this counts as having seen through life. She believes that the unbearable life will make people look ugly and reveal their true colors. She used a simple lifestyle to fight against the unbearable life, and even dreamed of living her own poetry and distance in the unbearable life. Delusions can only be delusions, and no one can escape the Shura field of life.
I said, there is no wife in the wife cake, and there is no happiness in the Happy Hero book, so read with caution.