Never Forget Yan

On a rainy night seven years ago, I happily picked him up from get off work and hid in the safety staircase in advance to give him a surprise. Unexpectedly, I heard, "Dr. Yan, you finally no longer miss Bai Yueguang?" The man flipped through the medical record in his hand with his slender fingers, and said without raising his head: "It's just a child, just for fun." Just these eight words defeated me. The silence in the safety staircase was terrible, and you could hear my trembling sobs... My family saw that I was so sad, they applied for a visa and sent me abroad.