
The Price of Heartbeat
心动的代价
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- Completed
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- 271k Words
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- Modern Romance
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- Featured Fiction
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- Female
- Updated
- 4y ago
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- Fanqie
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It was very beautiful, it made my heart ache, and I felt down and wanted to cry in the middle. I am now 19 years old and have never been in a relationship. I have had people I liked but I didn't dare to take action. I don't like and reject people who confess their love to me. My youth was mediocre with no big ups and downs, which made me feel bored, but novels allowed me to see a wider world, and after entering it, I felt as if I had experienced it myself. Maybe this is the reason why I fell in love with reading novels. I read this novel in one sitting. The emotional descriptions and characterizations are very vivid. This is the first novel I have read on Tomato that made me feel so deeply.
After reading it, I realized that the author also writes about strange beasts [laughing and crying] First, let me express my opinion. I am a college student who has never been in love. I know very little about love, and I mature late and am relatively naive. In the past, I didn't quite understand why first love was so unforgettable, and a lot of news about first love I saw also made me wonder. It wasn't until I read this novel that I finally understood. The whole novel has a strong sense of immersion, a bit depressing and tiring, but very real. Perhaps love at a young age is the most unforgettable.
The author is really awesome! The depiction of "Sorrow of Youth" is so penetrating that it makes it difficult to escape from the plot. To be honest, it took me the whole day to read it. Until now, it is already 5:30 in the morning. Yes, I have insomnia. During the whole period, I recalled the plot repeatedly, and my heart ached so many times that I lost count. After thinking about it a lot, it finally boils down to the fact that the male protagonist lacks the courage to risk everything for love. His inferiority complex prevents him from treating this relationship equally. He lacks tolerance at critical moments and lacks the determination to prefer! The heroine is also not firm enough and has a strong personality. She always uses the "theory of relativity" to choose the current position, and then becomes firm again, and the cycle of fluctuations continues. . . . There are so many more that I don't want to type anymore. Alas, I can only make myself feel better if I think about it from the objective perspective of someone who has experienced it. I hope that people watching later won't make myself sad for too long! ! ! Overall, this is what youth looks like. It's worth watching and has a strong sense of empathy! Who is right and who is wrong when both parties are immature? I have worked hard, struggled, loved, hated... Regret is the main theme. The ending of the book is still good, and I finally don't have to worry about it anymore!
So what is the price of heartbeat? Zhou Lu and Liu Xia were separated and reunited for ten years, and finally understood: to love others, you must love yourself first. I think the price of being heartbroken is probably losing the ability to love yourself, so Zhou Lv will be sensitive, paranoid, inferior, and depraved. The reason Zhou Lu was in pain was probably because he loved this girl so much that he forgot how to love himself. Before that morning, this boy was unrestrained, carefree, and so happy and comfortable. But after meeting that girl, he began to forget how to love himself and made himself so childish, which led to so many regrets later. But after maturing, Zhou Lu finally chose to let go. There are many regrets in youth. No matter how firmly we think about eternity at that time, we will eventually choose to look down on it and let go as time goes by. Zhou Lu and I have some similarities, and what I envy the most is his bravery. Taking the first step is always difficult. This is his strongest point. Because of this, I envy his youth for being so colorful. Although he has sadness and regrets, he has experienced it personally, instead of being a bystander like me and peeping at other people's youth. Because of this, I, who seems to be able to tell a lot of truths, am just a careless piece of beautiful glass. As the book says, you don't teach people the truth, but you do it through practical matters. I'm going off topic. This book is very good. It tells the story of a young and immature boy who is sensitive and has low self-esteem in love. It is very resonant and gives a sense of empathy. I hope we can all find the version of ourselves that still loves us!
First love The most fatal and attractive point is that This was at the age when they first fell in love with each other. From the secret heartbeat to the trembling but firm confession, witness the youth and ignorance of the other party And then feel my own sadness and embarrassment It's a pity that first love seems to be synonymous with regret. The arrogance of teenagers will always make them lose each other. But the pure love of that time It is unmatched by any love in the future. That timid yet grand heartbeat The feeling of being happy just because you like someone It's something that no matter how many people you meet or how much love you fall in love with, you won't be able to understand it. It's a pity that after being entangled for half a lifetime, I finally become a passer-by.
It's very good. The first-person psychological description is meticulous and gives readers a real experience. The character description is delicate and real, and the portrayal is penetrating. It makes people feel as if they have returned to their junior high school career when they first started to love each other. After reading it, I don't know how to describe it. I am still a high school student. It can be said that I have only experienced half of the experiences of the protagonist in the article. Some of the experiences and emotions are there, and some may only be experienced when you grow up. I still wish lovers will get married eventually, and even if they don't get married, they will be happy every day and in good health [Love]
I have been reading this book with mixed feelings of being overwhelmed, feeling extremely sorry for the male protagonist, and angry about my future. The most beautiful youthful years of junior high school for the male and female protagonists are extremely short-lived in my opinion. At that time, the good feeling between the two of them was a pure and unsteady first love without any distractions. Unfortunately, the heroine's love is not firm and not deep. She fell in love with another boy just after breaking up with the hero, which made me disappointed in her. The depth of their love for each other is not equal. The infatuated male protagonist's persistent, humble, helpless and helpless mentality towards the ignorant feelings made me sigh, but immaturity is indeed normal at that young age. The male protagonist in junior high school was young and ignorant, infatuated and ignorant, ignoring his own ignorance and later relationship with him. The gap between the female protagonist's knowledge, family background, talent, life and growth environment is getting wider and wider, which is the main reason for the conflict between the two. The male protagonist does not have outstanding talents and mature mentality, which makes the equally naive female protagonist unable to cherish it and not let that love penetrate into her bones. In my opinion, the heroine showed no true love for the hero in the subsequent performances. It can only be said that she was also groping and wondering where to go with this good feeling. Therefore, this good feeling has been faltering and ups and downs, tormenting the hero to the point where he could not love and was in pain... It is conceivable that the two of them separated and reunited several times and eventually went their separate ways. Fortunately, the male protagonist finally had an enlightenment in the end and decisively let go of the feelings that were not his. After remembering, he regained his confidence, faced reality again, and chose the right way of life. If the male protagonist had worked hard and was admitted to the first middle school in the third middle school or even the junior high school, and then admitted to a better university than the female protagonist, his life would have been rewritten, and his self-confidence would have defeated his humbleness and helplessness... Straighten his back, and he would have been looked at with special regard and even admired by the female protagonist, because the former female protagonist also hopes that the male protagonist can think more about the future. Looking at the embarrassing state of the male protagonist behind who is so cash-strapped that he cannot see the future, I feel really uncomfortable...
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I just finished reading this book, and I couldn't calm down for a long time. I thought a lot. To be honest, I was still a little confused. But after seeing the final ending, I felt much better. How can I put it, I think this book is not only a novel, but also a portrayal of the youth of many boys. Everyone will have their own Bai Yueguang. In my heart, maybe as long as she looks back and smiles, there will be what everyone calls war and chaos. I think the male protagonist of the novel should have the shadow of the author. Like many people, he is still young and longing for things that are beyond his age. He is hesitant and confused. Always regret it. What really makes people grow up is not age, but the regrets in life that cannot be taken away or thrown away. "For some people, love is more important than happiness."
The writing is really good. It makes people feel an inexplicable emotion. Maybe it is regret. It is really uncomfortable. It would be great if the male protagonist could give up Liu Xia when Wenzi is looking for the male protagonist for the last time. In this way, it feels very complete.
The first reading is really amazing. The ignorant love between a boy and a girl is vividly written one stroke at a time. It seems that what I am reading is not a novel but my own memoir. When I saw the two people confessing their love, I really believed the author's sentence of "no swordsmanship" in the whole text! ! Looking at the separation and reunification of the male and female protagonists later, to be honest, the sense of substitution is not strong. It is very awkward, and it feels like they are separated for the sake of separation. . . To be honest, halfway through, I already knew that the male and female protagonists were destined not to be together. He couldn't let go of his inferiority complex and she was unwilling to accommodate. There was a thick glass between the two, which was an invisible but real obstacle. Fortunately, the male protagonist reconciled with himself in the end, and the ending was not bloody. . .
The novel is so well written, so good, so good! It describes our youthful days at that time, so great! After watching it, it reminded me of my first love, that time, that feeling, a feeling that will never happen again! Can anyone understand me?[Cry][cry][cry][cry]
This book is really well written. I read it again after a few years. Looking at Zhou Lu's rough emotions, I also remembered my teenage feelings. During this period, I felt that life was boring. I don't like reading novels and I accidentally thought of reading novels to relieve boredom. I read it on the bookshelf. When I read this book, I was very curious. When I read it, I was deeply involved in it, as if I was Zhou Lv. There are many regrets in life. Who doesn't feel sad when I think about it? I have also given true love and been hurt by scum. I hate her for wasting my beautiful years. This book is very helpful for people who have never been in love. Basically everyone will experience this. After reading this book, I hope we can all become masters in our own lives! 2025.5.19
I don't know if it's The Paper's personal experience, but it feels very real. Although the male and female protagonists are not good people, they just reflect the complexity and contradictions of human nature. The writing is also very good, but I didn't expect The Paper to have never gone to college. . .
The literary talent is okay, like some articles in the "Hanabi" journal. After reading it, I felt very melancholy and confused. I couldn't say anything, so I was ready to read more. I can't get enough of any romance with a high score on Tomato. From Alien Beasts. I am now a freshman, and this novel, which is a bit autobiographical, is so good that I really want to talk about it now... Although it's very uncomfortable to have them together. If you look at their experiences from God's perspective, you won't think so. This is the charm of words. Some details are very similar to mine. I instantly sympathized with each other. I hope the author can be popular
I watched a bit of it in high school but never finished it. After working for more than two years, I didn't expect to finish it on Tomato [laughing and crying] Let me write down some of my own thoughts. The male and female protagonists, including most of the characters in the book, are imperfect, close to life and a bit ridiculous. Maybe youth is like this, beautiful but also painful. I can see the shadow of my crush in school in several female characters. Unfortunately, I have such low self-esteem that I have not started any relationships. I hope I can meet my sponge like I did on 3.14. It's not too romantic, but it's also a beginning!
Sometimes when I read it, I felt angry or even disgusted. Now I think about it, it's just because this book writes things that I hide in my heart and don't want to expose, so I feel ashamed [laughing and crying] This is a very good book!
This book has a really wonderful feeling for me. Reading the content of this book is like the same as when I was in junior high school. It reminds me of the memories of my first love, the joy of being together and the despair of separation. It touched me deeply. The author wrote it very truly. This book is the book that has the greatest impact on me among all the books I have read. I really love it.
OMG really reproduced the ignorance of youth so perfectly. It's the kind of feeling that suddenly arises for no reason at any time. I read a few chapters before and haven't read it for a long time. When I saw it again, I forgot how Zhou Lu fell in love with Liu Xia. When I rewatched it and recalled it, I realized that it was more like Zhou Lu himself didn't know the reason. It feels so realistic [shy]
It's a very good book, especially written in junior high school. It seems to express everyone's heart at that time. The impulse for first love and the persistence of the first relationship are particularly well expressed. However, after high school, I really couldn't stand the attitude of the male protagonist towards Wenzi. He clearly didn't like it but still wanted to hurt her. If this is really the personal experience of The Paper, then The Paper is really full of CS in high school.
It reminds me of my junior high school, the girl who has carried me through my whole youth. Her writing style is exquisite, and I wonder why it is not popular. After reading this book, I gradually felt relieved.
At the beginning, I planned to record my youth. I decided to learn from Pengpai's previous book. Then I finished reading it in two days. I think I will read it again intensively. The whole text is really worth reading more intensively. Many, many people think the love between 66 and 3.14 Is too awkward. But it's not. Both lines are now very perfect, the 3.14 Is a bright line, and the 66 is a dark line, with many small details running through many clips. There are countless, so I won't list them. He is truly worthy of being a real writer. It is completely different from traffic authors. He is similar to those popular authors. He has perfect control over the details. It was definitely changed many, many times. There is no need to talk about unimportant places, and everything is very elliptical and simple. It's very simple, but it explains the whole thing perfectly. Like when they talked about grandma's Alzheimer's disease on 3.14? I forgot exactly whose Alzheimer's disease it was. To be honest, I thought it was a little strange when it came out, but it didn't seem out of the ordinary. I knew something was going to happen later. And with the matter of his grandmother, their relationship must have entered another stage. This is foreshadowing and foreshadowing. I have definitely thought about the next dozens of chapters and the entire article in my mind many, many times before I started writing. There are also environment descriptions, action descriptions, character shapes, clothes and so on. The description is really perfect. There are really many people in the comment area criticizing 66 and 3.14. We are all readers. There is nothing wrong with criticizing the characters. This can only mean one thing, and that is that the character's image is so full that the action he made is very consistent with his character image. Because of 3.14 At that time, the way his brain thought, and his situation would definitely make him do this. This is not a diary, this is a novel. Within the fourth wall, it is definitely very different from reality. All in all, I think this book in Tomato can really be priced. Reading it for free really demeans this book. Absolutely invincible. Incredibly beautiful. And it's so beautiful that you can savor it carefully. It is recommended to read it again and look at their love from June's perspective. Use a 66-year-old's way of thinking and stand from a 66-year-old's point of view. The author really wrote a lot, because because of many contradictions, the tragedy of their love is inevitable. 1. Class conflict (which appears throughout the text) begins in junior high school. 66'S family background has always been very good. In the entire book, there is no one whose family situation is better than that of 66. (My impression is) The failure of the first love: 66's family and ideas influenced her. He is more sensible than 3.14 And can see the future better. It also indirectly led to her being able to pass the exam, but she couldn't pass the exam because she was in love on 3.14. So when I went to Japan at 66 (this was purely a family condition), the class gap was too big, because I am also in Japan, and my family is a petty bourgeoisie. To be honest, there is no way to catch up with 3.14. That is to say, 66 is soft-hearted behind the scenes, and 66 really likes 3.14. There's nothing you can do about it, this is really your first love. The relationship led to Haikou boasting in 3.14 That he would go to Tokyo to find her like his ex-boyfriend, but due to the class gap, he had no money. It chilled Lu6u's heart, Lu6u also knew these things. But her feelings kept her from giving up. She chose to go back to Beijing to find 3.14. The full text never explained why she returned to Beijing. Was it just to have a few words with his cousin? ? Anyone with a brain knows that no matter what the reason is, she just wants to get back those feelings she once had. They want to regain the excitement they had when they were in junior high school, but 3.14 Grew up in high school and college. They really grew up so much when they were dating online at that time, so that when 3.14 Was in Beijing, they paid too much attention to the future things that happened when they were in junior high school. Due to material conditions and class reasons, they failed three times and recovered three times. 2. I wanted to say it was about conflicting personalities at first, but in fact it is not the key reason. The key reason is still class conflict. Their personalities are quite compatible. This is also the reason why they were able to get back together three times. But personality is too easy to change. The class gap is a change in what they value. The status has changed. But overall this cannot be said to be a contradiction.
Very real and very immersive. It accurately describes the state of "love". Believe that "love" and "love" are different. "Love" must include "impulse", "childishness" and "innocence". In other words, "love" is a gift from God that only teenagers can have. What has gone through time is "love" rather than "love". This is a novel mainly about the failure of "love" to be transformed into "love".
After reading it, although the story is very attractive, I feel that the male protagonist is really a bitch and the female protagonist is also outrageous. After reading it, I really feel for Wenzi [crying]
I was attracted by it the first time I saw it, and I stayed to read it all. It feels like this is not a novel, but a projection of real life. It seems to remind us of something, but it is just brushed off, leaving only an unforgettable memory. A ten-year relationship ended like this, leaving only mixed feelings in my heart. Maybe 6 and π are wrong, maybe they are both right, but none of that matters at the end. When the back door of the classroom was opened, everyone knew the answer. I hope someone can write an ending if possible. . . .
It's so well written, the writing style is very good, the emotions are very delicate, and some plots really feel like looking in the mirror. I also started reading this novel because of the author's other novels. I didn't expect that the author's writing style was so good, and his emotions were so delicate and vivid. I really feel that I can't write about this feeling without personal experience. It just hurts when I look at it, it hurts so much Now that I have finished reading, I feel empty in my heart. At the same time, I think of many things from the past, and I feel a little heavy in my heart. It is quite a contradictory feeling (it may not be heavy, but this is the only word I can barely describe it now. It may be that I have experienced too little now, and it is difficult to think of words that can accurately describe my current mood)
After reading it, I felt empty. The male protagonist is immature and pure, and he and 66 experienced a vigorous and abnormal love. Because I care too much and am too afraid of losing, and at the same time I can't let go of my body, I always have to wait for the other person to coax me. They always care about those illusory dignity and hurt each other bit by bit. Two people who don't belong to the same world may be destined to have no results; maybe a life with regrets is perfect. Maybe the so-called she doesn't understand you is just wishful thinking. I cried to death in Bengbu.
I watched it after watching Alien Beasts and Dragons. At first I was just bored, so I randomly clicked on Tomato to see if there were any novels to read, and then I saw this. To be honest, after reading Dragon Clan, I felt that there are not many books that can write about such a delicate youth, and even if there are, it is difficult to compare with Dragon Clan. The youth written in this book is different from the Dragon Clan. Zhou Lu's first understanding of Liu Xia stems from a childish bet with fifty yuan as a bet. It started a chase that will never end. Zhou Lu keeps chasing, but can only see his back in the distance, just like pi, which can never be counted. The pause during this period is just for the next time to move forward. Wenzi [crying] [crying] [crying] [crying] The dog is surging, the knife is not enough once, it needs to be knifed twice [crying] [crying] [crying] [crying]
It's a rare good book I've read recently. The author's writing is exquisite, the characters are portrayed well, and the plot is not draggy. What I like most is the author's accurate grasp of the psychology of each character and the description of their emotions. As it progresses a little bit, the shadow of my youth can be read in the story. I believe that every reader can always find some unique moments of youth in this book.
After more than ten years of entanglement, Zhou Lu finally let go of the past Liu Xia. There is no end to pi, but Zhou Lu finally completed it perfectly. This book describes the inferiority complex and madness of young people. The love of youth left an indelible imprint in the heart, and threads emerged from the imprint. They have been entangled for ten years. At the end, Zhou Lu finally became mature and was no longer trapped by memories. He saw the beauty of the present, leaving behind unfinished happiness.