Those Years and Things in the Crematorium

I graduated from college and earned a monthly salary of 20,000 yuan. Others thought that I should be happy and happy. However, I was in constant fear every day. I dealt with dead people during the day, either transporting corpses, putting makeup on them, or even burning them. At night, I will most likely have to do some shady things with some non-human beings, and all of this is because of my job. I thought about resigning, but I couldn't because it would really kill people...