Do you often think about the meaning of life?
When you sink into the cold and biting seabed, and the salty and bitter sea water fills your entire nasal cavity. After feeling the pain of drowning, you are washed up on the beach by the sea water. Will you choose to survive again?
When you have gone through countless sleepless nights and experienced both mental and physical pain, but suddenly one day you feel energetic and have a good sleep, you can finally throw away the Oxetine bottle next to you and become a normal person. Do you still want to live again?
When you go up to the rooftop on a bitterly cold night, the strong wind blows your mind to a blank. You jump up, feeling the fear and despair of falling from a high place, but you fall on the life-saving air mattress. Will you choose to live again?
I hope your answer is: I want to live again.
