Crying Cat Girl

What response should the story have, what should I do, how can I generate value, until it is better to give up everything, but not my own life. When the real game comes, I don't know if it will be like this. In addition to old age and death, people have the opportunity to be resurrected. The protagonist of the story, Qian Yu, is determined to be an ordinary person, but he is obsessed with games and has his own experience. It does not seem to be very extraordinary, but he has to embark on a journey of salvation, perhaps the road to save his own life. What can he do after death. I want to be a devil in my heart, but I can't help but reach out to the tears. I like sad people. It feels strange. I feel that others will find it strange when they see such a person. Playing games without goals? Want to rest? Maybe find another loophole?