Secret Love Speculation

Why is there secret love in this world? Because the main character is not amazing enough! So, after seeing the god of learning Zhang Muchen for the first time, I rushed up and confessed my love! ——As a result, I didn't even get the good guy card; I think I, Shu Xiao, have fair skin, good looks, long legs, impressive intelligence and beauty, why do I keep getting in trouble "chasing my husband"? Until one day, Mu Shen stopped me at the school gate and raped me: "Shu Xiaoqi, let's be together!" Me: "You... Are you soul-pierced, or are you crazy?" Mu Shen: "I'm crazy!" Okay! Actually, I'm crazy too! Then let's take advantage of each other's awakening and quickly trick each other into going to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get the matter settled! But with the red book in hand, why do I feel like selling myself, and then happily counting money for others? Otherwise, look at that person who is usually calm and self-possessed, ascetic and a god, why is he smiling from ear to ear at this moment?