Blue Mountain

When I first started reading it, I wanted to read it because of the title of the book and the fact that it had two female protagonists. (I finished reading it intermittently over a few days. I cried for a while after reading it, maybe it was at night. Next, I found that the way "I" spoke and her personality in the book was very similar to a girl I once liked, and Zhou in it was also very similar to myself. Of course, I am not as beautiful, cute and smart as Zhou in the book. I marked a lot of "I"'s psychological description and speech. If it weren't for the different content of the story, I would actually feel that this article was written by her. But in my reality, she will never know those things about me. The more I read, the more I like the author's writing. I wonder if the author will publish a new book or just finish this one?

(Highly spoiled, no matter what) It was the first time I read a book in such a short time. Until the end, I still couldn't figure out where Zhou Jing went, what happened to Chu Tian and Zhou Jing in the end, and what Zhou Jing's intentions were when he approached Chu Tian in the first place. I was even more confused than Chu Tian. There were countless times during which I felt that the two people must be in love, but they did not clear up the misunderstanding, and just used smiles to cover up the peace. The two people clearly loved each other so much, why did they never say it out loud, and the two heroines only had two tentative forehead kisses at the end of the article. My heart throbbed when I saw it, and I couldn't help but think that there are many times when work and life can crush two people who love each other. It's not intentional, but they just drift apart. The relationship between people is so strong and fragile. I don't think people like Zhou Jing would commit suicide by taking medicine. I would rather believe that Zhou Jing had an accident. After Chu Tian lost her, she has been using drugs to numb herself and dreams to numb herself. Maybe I was also deceived by Zhou Jing. She is not that strong. She is not that strong. So perfect, I think all three endings are a bit far-fetched, or not the ending I imagined. The third one is a little closer, maybe it just stays at night many years later, Chu Tian recalls alone, and leaves peacefully in the moonlight. I don't know if the author has read an article called Blue Wind. The sad ending is somewhat similar. Finally, the author remembered to update more, the writing is so good.

The language is rich, the emotions are delicate, and the characters are full of shapes.

The daily life is described very delicately, and the feelings between the two heroines completely overflow from between the lines.

I don't know why the flat narrative made me so sad, sad for Chu Tian and Zhou Jing, and sad for myself.