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I have wanted to write this book for a long time. About lovers, about love. I like a song very much - "Cloudy Day". I think people who have experienced emotions should have a deeper and truer understanding of this song. I don't know what your standards for abuse are, but I can tell you clearly that there is definitely some abuse in this article, and it is not a sweet article, so those who mind it should be careful. Of course it would be best if life was just like the first time we met, but precisely because life cannot always be just like the first time we met, the relationship at the beginning will make people feel beautiful and nostalgic. Because I have experienced it myself, I also hope that the content about relationships can give readers something to think about. Regardless of whether they have experienced relationships or not, I hope everyone understands that in a relationship, no matter how much love you have, never be full of love. Leave some space for yourself, even if that person leaves one day, you will still be you, you will still be you.
I have been following this book. First love is always the hardest thing to forget in the heart, and we can tolerate some bad things again and again. This is who we are when we are in first love. I feel deeply. Ji Tong and I are very similar. When dealing with the person you like, as long as he apologizes or coaxes you, you will choose to forgive, so in the end you will be bruised and bruised. Don't take love as everything, love yourself and others will love you.
One of my favorite fanfics on Tomato. The author's writing style is very delicate, and he well depicts Ji Tong's state of mind in several periods, including the cautiousness during the period of secret love, the wholeheartedness during the relationship, the humiliation when discovering the betrayal, the despair and cowardice when being abandoned, the contradictions when they meet again, the entanglement when wanting to be with Xia Chao, and the calmness when finally deciding to be with Lin Xiaofan. Little abuse + ending and ending are my favorite tunes. Who hasn't done something before? Lin's family of origin meant that he didn't know how to love, and he didn't know how to love others. Because he didn't understand his feelings, he once hurt the people he cared about most. Fortunately, it's not too late to understand, and there is still a chance to recover. The five years I spent abroad without anyone around me was the reason why I was willing to see the ending. At least I could see that he wasn't too scumbag. Maybe many people hope that Ji and Xia Chao will be together. How can I put it, I don't have much fondness for Xia Chao. I don't think he likes Ji Tong that much. If he likes someone, no matter how busy he is, I think I will find a chance to be by his side when he is injured and helpless. Isn't Lin busy? He was also busy, but he stayed with his injured lover every night. I always believe that the feelings you give will be rewarded. Although this is not the case in reality, let's put it in novels. I hope the author will have more and better works in the future, come on! I read it again and I still like it very much. The influence of one's original family on a person is really great. Because I have never been loved, I don't know how to love someone, and I don't know what love is. Fortunately, I finally realized it after five years of separation. Fortunately, my former lover still loves me.
This is the most confusing article I have ever read, but it is also the one closest to reality. Obviously it is time to be, but the main person is reluctant to let go of his feelings. When he is young, a person's feelings may not be controlled by his own will, like a switch, turning on or off. When you encounter love, sometimes you may be very irrational and do some things that cannot be undone. Sometimes I am too rational and may not be able to make the right choices, but such a tangled relationship between the characters still made me finish reading it. In the early stage, the male protagonist was chatting with the main protagonist while flirting with other women. He also showed no taboo on meat and vegetables on his mobile phone. Both men and women killed each other. He put on the cloak of setting a bad example in the family. It was the main protagonist and the readers who suffered. The author finally gave in. Maybe this is youth and the magic of love itself. [Sending Hearts]
Five-star praise, this is the most realistic novel I have ever read. Although the perfect ending is to make up for the shortcomings of reality, it brings comfort to the hurting heart. There is no such more perfect ending! I couldn't bear to keep it, and I still remember that struggle! It's a pity that true love in reality is so short-lived!
First of all, I would like to thank the author greatly. This book is one of the few that made me cry. Its emotions and plot are all in line with my inner yearning for the novel (maybe it's because my emotional experience is very similar to the original text) Secondly, this book contains real emotional experiences, which made me feel the same way. I can't help but feel sad for the experience of the author and the author's friends. However, I believe you should have gotten out of the emotional haze. Finally, I think some of the plots in this book are not very coherent, and many things are not described in detail. But I believe that the author will continue to work hard, and I hope that the author can continue writing (especially the two male protagonists)! I also wish the author and all my book fans a Happy New Year😁
Damn, this book is really written in a real way. Come on, it's very interesting. It's very similar to my experience in the early stage. I feel deeply involved. I hope I can make Ji a better person. Lin is really not worth it. My ex-boyfriend and I got together in that kind of joking situation. Then he was also ambiguous and I was brainwashed and forgiven. We talked about it. We broke up in 1989. I am not as beautiful as Ji, because I have nothing and nothing to offer, and I am not a very good person. Ji is such a beautiful person. I hope that he can meet a better person, with someone who is worthy of his love and who loves him. This also makes my heart happy, because a beautiful person also meets another beautiful person.
It's really good-looking. At first, I thought Lin Xiaofan was too scumbag, but later on, I slowly felt that he had no choice. There is also the male protagonist Ji Tong who had a crush at the beginning and then got hurt later, and then grew up to be able to face these people calmly alone, but when he met his former boyfriend, he still had some traces in his heart. People always have to encounter some things before they know who is suitable for them. I am very sorry for Xia Chao, but seeing the result later, it is still satisfactory, which is good. A very good book
I have read Xiaoyun's 4th gay book. I like these stories very much. I envy the beauty of the paper man and the beautiful love between two people for a lifetime. There is really no such love in real life. I can only rely on it in various stories. Like Xiaoyun
How can I put it this way? This book is very real. Those betrayals and tolerance all exist in real life. This book realistically describes what some TXLs are encountering in real life. It is really realistic. Ji Tong once really loved Lin Xiaofan very much, but now he will never forgive Lin Xiaofan easily, or he will never forgive Lin Xiaofan. (Hey (ºº ), I hope the author will not let Ji Tong forgive Lin Xiaofan, he really hurt Ji Tong too deeply)
The author's writing is very good. I actually accept this ending because I am soft-hearted. If a deeply loved ex came to ask me to get back together, I would definitely agree (personal feelings, don't criticize if you don't like it! Thank you [smile])
To be honest, I prefer this article. Although not as sweet as the previous two books, this one has more contradictions, but it is more real. Especially those who have been in love and have their feelings hurt, it really feels like they are there.
Very good, with delicate writing and compact plot! The author is very serious! Bless the prototype and the author, I hope you can overcome the pain and find your happiness! Don't lose the ability and courage to love and be loved.
A very real novel and very resonant. As the saying goes, "Who has not passed by a few scumbags in his youth?" And who has not made stupid mistakes and done stupid things in the ignorant period of youth. In reality, there should be many couples who are as ignorant as Ji Tong and Lin Xiaofan in the early stage. Their first love, due to various reasons and immature personalities, parted ways and never met again. I hope that all lovers in the world will be like Ji Tong and Lin Xiaofan in the later period. For the sake of happiness, they will not give up, keep working hard, overcome all difficulties, and finally get happiness.
It was good to watch, but in the second half, when Ji Tong agreed to date Xia Chao and still cared about Lin Xiaofan, it made me feel a little uncomfortable. But on the contrary, it seems very real. In reality, how many people can truly achieve separation. But the author connected the ending very well. Everyone has a good ending. Fine. The author said that many people abandoned the novel after seeing the ending. In fact, he wanted to say that the real pleasure of pursuing the novel is to respect every character in the author's works.
It's very beautiful and very real, but for me, if love requires me to put down my dignity and bow to others, or even tolerate issues of principle, and believe in the so-called prodigal son, I will leave without hesitation, just like my first love and I. There are many lovely people in life who are worth cherishing, and love is an embellishment of life, not a necessity.
I really like the author's books. This one is really good. It's not very sweet, but it's very real. Love yourself while loving others. Ji is very good, but Lin is too scumbag to deserve it. I hope Ji can be happy, no matter what the reason is. Dear author, come on, I will definitely support you😘😘😘
This is the third or fourth time I have read this book. Whenever I am in a bad mood, I like to read this book. I can't explain why, but it feels very healing. Every time I watch it, I have a different feeling, and every time I watch it, I have a different warmth. May each of us be like Ji Tong, who still has the courage to love and has people who love us even after going through all kinds of hardships!
This book is so good. Although I really want to change to a male protagonist, I still hope in my heart that this is something I owe him. But this is just a novel. I hope everyone's feelings will not be let down.
The first half of the two-male protagonist movie is quite interesting. If you want to see the scumbag change his mind and become a new person, you can watch it (I would rather see the little white rabbit conquering the big bad wolf, not the little white rabbit reforming the scumbag)
It's quite pretty, and overall it's quite sweet! I am used to this kind of feeling that even after many years, I still can't let go of the feeling that we can be together again! I feel that true love should be like this, even if many years have passed, that person will still be unable to let go in my heart!
Five-star praise, the process of watching it is really sad, but it is true to reality. Not all love is beautiful. I would like to give a piece of advice to those children who have never been in love before. When you encounter love, you must not jump in headlong. Leave some room for yourself.
This book is very beautiful. It reminds me of the past. Life was like this. There was not so much beauty. It was just a piece of cake. But the novel is good, but life is not. People who have been a scumbag can still be forgiven. How strong is the author to write such an ending. Time can heal the pain, but scar healing also leaves a mark. When you grow up, you just don't touch it. I'm looking forward to the new book, can you please request that there be no sweet articles? It makes me feel sad after watching it
The little secret love incident five years ago is so real, and you can find the tacit awkwardness and ambiguity of the old high school. How can I put it, the book still gives a better ending, and the people in it are very warm. In the section where many book friends have more opinions, I can understand Ji Tong's struggle, and even I would be the same when I met him. After all, Xia Chao and Lin Xiaofan said that they like themselves and what they like, and they are obsessed with the authorities. I felt that I gave up, but it was still so easy to affect my emotions when they met. Then I thought that Xia Chao might still be limited by his family and would compromise in the end. In the end, the author gave him a very good ending, which was really heartwarming. Maybe if the younger brother doesn't compromise, he won't resist, but it doesn't matter anymore, the outcome is decided hahaha. Maybe it's because there are too few gay people who can get together in real life. I feel like I can't see the ending of be now. Let's find a happy ending in a book.
I came here from another book of Dada. I originally wanted to come and support it, but I didn't expect it to be so good. Also, the writing style of Dada is so good. I love it so much.
It looks good, it looks good... It's not enough to read two pictures every day. I hope the author can update a few more pictures.
The abuse is well-founded. I stayed up until three or four o'clock to read the book. Ahhhhhhhh please update it quickly. Big
Came from Yixuan, the style is different, very good-looking, a little bit cruel, although not Shuangjie (。>ㅿ<。)
I really feel sorry for Ji Tong. Fortunately, he finally gained happiness! The tone of the whole book is my favorite type, a bit sadistic, but it is precisely because I have experienced the misery in the front that I will cherish the happiness in the back even more!
I have been following this book for almost a month. It is very interesting. This is the second time I have read a book written by the author. Thank you for your support. ੭ ᐕ)੭*⁾⁾