Sometimes I always wonder how desperate a person must be before he dares to forget about it.
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When meeting Li Chenran, one is redemption, and the other is doom.
At first glance, I humbly begged him to love me for the sake of my livelihood.
At the second glance, I begged him humbly not to leave me behind, just for the sake of a safe place.
Every time I look at him from now on, he will kiss my lips and tell me how despicable I am in a gentle tone.
I am in pain and feel as humble as clay; he is as high as a god.
How much I longed for this city, now how much I hate it.
How much I want to live well now, how much I want to die later.
I am one of his many, and he is my only one.
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He is good at everything, free and unrestrained, handsome and rich, romantic and affectionate. In the end, when you drown in his gentle land, he tells you calmly that he does not love you.
What's wrong with him? He just doesn't love you.
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After all, he regretted it.
"Do you know what I regret most in my life?"
"You shouldn't be alive."
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Among the thousands of flowers, all the rain and dew are stained, sadness flows into a river, depression and joylessness
Realistic + Abuse + Semi-Redemption