Deep Love Without Knowing Where to Go

When Lu Lixing met Yanmo for the first time, she was as charming as a goblin, but as embarrassed as a homeless traveler. When she was trampled under everyone's feet, he was like a god, saving her from the abyss. He treated her tenderly, dotingly, considerately and indulgently. Let her mistakenly think that it is love. She fell in love little by little, and fell in love day by day, but found that although he was looking at her, she was never in his eyes. Sometimes, it's very simple to fall in love with someone. All you need is a look in his eyes, a smile, and an outstretched hand, and you will fall in love without hesitation, going crazy for him, and you will never be able to redeem him. However, it is so difficult to make someone fall in love with you. It's so hard that even though I have crossed ninety-nine and eighty-one chasms, I still can't touch your back. The love is deep and I don't know where to go. With your years, I don't care about my return journey.