Who Does the Shadow Go To?

The mountains and rivers are broken, but I am alone. Why did you destroy my country, but you wanted to save my life, let me live in a foreign country, and you still wanted to make me a king, a prince, and call you my father? The warmth you give, the pampering you give, make me intoxicated, let me sink. I thought that with you by my side, I could forget the past, forget the reality, and forget all the grudges and troubles in the world. I don't care about any ethics, rules, taboos, or etiquette. I just want to be with you, and I just want you to accept my heart. But you pushed away my hand and put me back into a lonely and cold world. For you, I gamble with my country and sacrifice my love with my blood.