A Book for Qinghuan at Fingertips

At twenty, he ran away with a man, causing his father to die in a car accident. Later, when he agreed to marry Su Yan, Shen Dian went mad and tried to run him down, but ended up causing his sister to die in childbirth along with her baby. Back then, none of them had the courage to say they loved each other.

Seven years apart, they met again. The joy of seeing each other mingled with the past and turned into tears that caught him off guard. Before he was ready, he somehow accepted that terrifying intimacy. In the end, all he got for it was his own injuries and his mother’s death from anger.

On the day Shen Dian got married, the memories he had lost came back. He saw the bride charge at Shen Dian with a knife, and remembered running over to take the blow for him. Pei Yi couldn’t remember any of it afterward. Like his now-paralyzed body, he felt nothing but numbness.

But the nightmare was far from over. Only when Shen Dian tore out the last untouched piece of his already bloodied heart did he finally come to his senses. The people you’ve lost will never come back. The truth is cruel, and whether you accept it or not, nothing can change that.

“Mom, Dad, I know I was wrong. I really do. I miss you so much.”

“Shen Dian, I don’t regret loving you, but I can only love you in this lifetime. Please, don’t come and hurt me again in the next one.”