I Killed the Robin

This book mainly tells about two people with antisocial personality, Yuan Shuai and Xia Lan. The author's portrayal of antisocial personality is quite good. I am also a person with an antisocial personality, so I can understand Xia Lan's indifference to her relatives, distortion and paranoia towards the unknown. But for ordinary people, this is incomprehensible. Therefore, the character Yuan Shuai appeared. Yuan Shuai's anti-social degree is obviously not as high as Xia Lan's. When we are used to thinking about issues from the Marshal's perspective, Xia Lan's is not so difficult to understand. For us sociopaths, the part of the brain that produces happiness is broken. But as far as Yuan Shuai is concerned, the level of antisocial personality is not high enough, and he can expect surprises and miracles in his muddled days. There is still happiness in life, unlike Xia Lan, who only has pain in life, and can only constantly pursue the freshness of seeing new things. But ordinary things in life are no longer beyond her imagination. She wants others to give her the answers to her life. If Yuan Shuai shoots her in the end, it will be a relief. If Yuan Shuai shoots her, then this choice represents universal values, and this is his final answer to her about life. Xia Lan was tired of living. She didn't want to continue struggling in this world that would only bring her pain. The last chance given to the marshal is also the last search for the answer to life. She knows what universal values ​​are, and she also knows that she cannot live with such a lifestyle. So death is undoubtedly her best choice. Therefore, Xia Lan, who survived in the end, fell into madness. Compared to Yuan Shuai, I think Xia Lan is the real protagonist. There was nothing in the colorful picture of life that could move her. I cannot repay my gratitude to my mother who brought her into this world to suffer without even asking her will. Under the hateful skin, there is a pitiful and helpless soul. The culprit who caused this tragedy is probably this neutral and objective world that does not distinguish between good and evil (not in a derogatory sense, damn, there is no good reward for laughing to death, but no evil for evil? Good and evil are tools to stabilize society and promote development.).

When the girl at the same table said that this person has always cared about him, I suspected that Xia Lan was not dead.

Very beautiful - (I can't express my hesitation in too many words) - The author is awesome

The writing is very good, I like it

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