Because I love him, I pester him again and again, causing him to be hurt all over...
Later, the scoundrel finally understood that some people would always be out of reach, and that all kinds of good things could not compete with the eternal white moonlight in his heart...
Reader comments
This ending surprised me, and I didn't know who the male protagonist was. At first, I thought it was Le Feng, but as I read on, I felt more and more that it was Xu Dongqing.
It's so sad. I read this book in the early morning. The ending is not perfect, but who knows, maybe it is good... "Stepping on the moonlight, stepping on the stars."
It made me cry. Why did I tell the story of Zixia and Zhizunbao at the end, as well as that paragraph. I originally thought that story was very sad, but it became even sadder after being put together. The end of the story really matched that sentence. She guessed the beginning, but not the ending.
Although I only read the ending, the last chapter tortured me to the point of being tortured. After reading more than 200 and 100 books of abuse, I no longer felt the same. This one actually tortured me. Five stars.
I love Dong Qing miserably. If it were me, I would definitely choose Dong Qing without hesitation. I have always felt that Dong Qing is the male protagonist.
🥺What a sad work! The author's description of love is so cruel!
It really fits the title of the book (You Promised Me a Lifetime of Joy)
Xu Dongqing is really in love with Li Si'en, he is risking his life to pamper her
I read it 20 years ago and it's been three years since I read it every six months. I understand a lot of the content in the book and I can understand it. I think I am biased towards Dong Qing. He loves Si En to the core and gave everything to Si En. But his love is too extreme. Jin Feng has family affection and love for Si En. After all, she is the woman who gave birth to two children for him. Jin Feng's love is Chengquan. Even if they can't be together in the end, as long as Si En is happy, he will be satisfied. His love is great love. Si En loved Jin Feng from the beginning to the end, right? It was just a twist of fate that the two men put too much pressure on her. She eventually got leukemia and left. In fact, this was the best ending. It was very sad. I have read a lot of sad books and I have been unable to let go after reading this book.
I was tortured to tears
Jin Feng cruelly sealed his favorite cinnabar mole deep in his heart. Li Zhi used your delusions and infatuation to imprison Si'en. Xu Dongqing should pay off what Si'en owes you with her life! Kind-hearted kindness, love, and family affection have bound her forever, and she will never die well. Death may be a kind of relief!
Some people change their lives forever! The heroine dies, which is probably the best ending! No matter who she followed, she could never let go of the other man in her heart. One was a deep-rooted love, and the other was a debt that was difficult to repay. This torn emotion not only tortures the female protagonist but also the male protagonist. Fortunately, in the end, the two male protagonists are surrounded by the heroine's children. Children are hope and the continuation of love. Sien! There are no tears, no choices, and no regrets in heaven. Just watch those two men treat you and their children well! They and their children will miss you, but they will definitely live a good life, because they know that only when they are good can you rest assured and be truly happy!
I thought I had become immune after reading so many abusive articles, but I didn't expect that I was still hit by an arrow in the knee QWQ
It's so sad, but the two men love Sien very much, but... The way of expressing it is wrong. But I feel so bad for Qiqi. After all, his mother didn't wait until he grew up. And the newborn baby, he doesn't even know what his mother looks like. 😭😭😭
One is the home she has been chasing and wanting to return to, and the other is the love life she accidentally owed on the way home, the person she accidentally fell in love with until she went crazy.
Before I read the ending, I always wanted to say, Si En, be nice to Dong Qing. He loves you so much. Is it okay to stay together even if you risk your life? I thought it was a pity that Dong Qing really died. In the end, it was Si En who died. How sad it must be for so many people who were good to him. The newly born child has no mother, Qiqi Tuantuan, and no mother. It is sad and lamentable.
Gradually, I felt sorry for Jin Feng. In the end, he didn't wait for the person he loved most. As the saying goes, "It's hard to have both ends of the world. Live up to the Tathagata and live up to you." Maybe this is the best ending.
Sigh, it's been a long time since I finished reading this. The ending was really unexpected and made me cry for a long time. Maybe the heroine's final result is the best, otherwise it would be really embarrassing. However, the writing style of this book is pretty good and it's worth reading. I found that the author likes to write sadistic stories.
Xu Dongqing is so cruel, I didn't expect him to end up like this
Her crush is Xu Dongqing but her love is Jin Feng
This book is about the love-hate entanglement between Jin Feng, Si En and Dong Qing. The first two hundred chapters are about the dispute between Jin Feng and Si En. Because too many factors led to many misunderstandings between them, Jin Feng pushed Si En further and further away. In the process, Dong Qing helped Si En without reservation, which also laid the foundation of their relationship. Chapters 200 to 350 mainly talk about the experience between Si En and Dong Qing. Dong Qing took Si En on the road of no return. In the process, the relationship between Si En and Dong Qing rose again, which also caused Si En to be unable to let go of the relationship with Dong Qing later. Chapters 350 to 550 are about the disputes between the three of them. During this period, Si En was mainly with Dong Qing, partly to protect Jin Feng, and also because he owed Dong Qing love. In the process, Si En slowly fell in love with Dong Qing (but Si En never dared to face his feelings). Dong Qing shot Jin Feng because he was jealous of Jin Feng, a total of three times (the third time was blamed on him by Jiang Sen). Chapter 550 later, after Dong Qing died (not dead), Si En realized that she fell in love with him. Later, in order to give birth to Dong Qing's child, she got leukemia and died in childbirth. All in all, this article is really sad, and the death of the heroine in the ending is the best outcome, but both men loved Sien very much, Jin Feng grew old overnight, and Dong Qing also passed away a few years later. Sien only wanted a family from beginning to end, but neither man could achieve it. This ending echoes the title of the book. Overall, this book is well written, and there are some foreshadowings. For example, Sien's leukemia has many nosebleeds without warning in the book, but there are also some characters that are not explained clearly, such as Xu Yang, Qiang, and Lin Nian.
I like Brother Dongqing
It's so sad, especially one section about the unparalleled hero, which made me cry to death. I really don't like the heroine's character, she is indecisive, but I really like Dong Qing! ! Although he is a bad person, he is only good to one person
When I retell this book to others, they say Si En is fickle. But how can anyone who has not read this book fully understand her pain and suffering. When neither of these two men cares about her, she is in pain; when neither of them lets go, she is in pain; when both of them let go, she is still in pain. I thought Xu Dongqing won. It wasn't until the last moment of her life that I realized that Xu Dongqing almost won. Jin Feng was the beauty of her youth, and her love was pure and clear, accompanying her as she grew up. How could Sien forget? Even though she loves Dong Qing, she still holds Jin Feng deep in her heart. When she has nothing to worry about, she will still run towards him under the moonlight and the stars. Xu Dongqing is his beauty. She has a hint of hatred for Dong Qing's love, mixed with too much helplessness and guilt. But I love Xudong Qingya! ! ! ! !
One life, two fates, three injuries, entering the heart, entering the lungs, and breaking the heart in vain...
2021.11.18 Second brush
I read it on the website a long time ago. There are some deletions here, but the original text has already been imprinted in my mind. I have always liked this book very much. Many people were dissatisfied with Si En's ending, but after reading it twice, I felt that this ending was Si En's liberation. When I read it, the one I was most upset about was Dong Qing. Although Dong Qing's love was more "selfish" in comparison, the love of Jin Feng, the best person in the world for Si'en, seemed more "big love", but it was this "big love" that sent Si'en to a "dead end".
After the second brush, I was still crying. Qiqi is a heart-wrenching child. If he had stood up earlier, maybe the ending would have been different. If he had stood up and taken Si En away with her mother when his father broke up with her again, maybe a good ending could have been achieved. But it's just "if" after all. Maybe this is why I like this book so much, because there is too much realistic helplessness in the book, and real life is often full of all kinds of helplessness.
I really like this novel. I haven't finished the rest yet. It's really great and I don't know how it ends. It's also because of this novel that my interest was piqued. I feel that sadistic novels are super good. The novel is really good. I am reviewing the previous part now. I will fantasize about the rest. Even if the ending is not good, I still like it😍😍 (I highly recommend you to read it too, it's great👍)
It's a very sad story. Thank you to the author for bringing such a good story. It's very heavy. I still like Jin Feng more.
This is the book that made me cry the most. I didn't find the previous one with the male protagonist very abusive (I thought the male protagonist hit women, and my favorability plummeted). Xu Dongqing was the one I felt most regretful about. Basically, all my crying points were on him, and I burst into tears later on.
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"My whole life, I long to be collected, properly placed, and carefully preserved to prevent me from being surprised, to prevent me from suffering, to prevent me from wandering around, and to prevent me from having no branches to rely on." It's so beautiful, it made me cry a lot, and I read it several times! The ending is just too cruel!
I am always very angry with the heroine. Both Jin Feng and Dong Qing are very good. I really like Dong Qing. Both of them are very heart-wrenching, especially the second half. It is very sad and well written.
After many years, I am still full of regrets when I read it again. The author's writing style is very delicate, and it is the kind of bitterness that spreads in the ordinary. When I read the ending, it was really heartbreaking. A kind of dense pain flowed from the limbs and bones into my heart.
This ending surprised me, and I didn't know who the male protagonist was. At first, I thought it was Le Feng, but as I read on, I felt more and more that it was Xu Dongqing.
It's so sad. I read this book in the early morning. The ending is not perfect, but who knows, maybe it is good... "Stepping on the moonlight, stepping on the stars."
It made me cry. Why did I tell the story of Zixia and Zhizunbao at the end, as well as that paragraph. I originally thought that story was very sad, but it became even sadder after being put together. The end of the story really matched that sentence. She guessed the beginning, but not the ending.
Although I only read the ending, the last chapter tortured me to the point of being tortured. After reading more than 200 and 100 books of abuse, I no longer felt the same. This one actually tortured me. Five stars.
I love Dong Qing miserably. If it were me, I would definitely choose Dong Qing without hesitation. I have always felt that Dong Qing is the male protagonist.
🥺What a sad work! The author's description of love is so cruel! It really fits the title of the book (You Promised Me a Lifetime of Joy)
Xu Dongqing is really in love with Li Si'en, he is risking his life to pamper her
I read it 20 years ago and it's been three years since I read it every six months. I understand a lot of the content in the book and I can understand it. I think I am biased towards Dong Qing. He loves Si En to the core and gave everything to Si En. But his love is too extreme. Jin Feng has family affection and love for Si En. After all, she is the woman who gave birth to two children for him. Jin Feng's love is Chengquan. Even if they can't be together in the end, as long as Si En is happy, he will be satisfied. His love is great love. Si En loved Jin Feng from the beginning to the end, right? It was just a twist of fate that the two men put too much pressure on her. She eventually got leukemia and left. In fact, this was the best ending. It was very sad. I have read a lot of sad books and I have been unable to let go after reading this book.
I was tortured to tears
Jin Feng cruelly sealed his favorite cinnabar mole deep in his heart. Li Zhi used your delusions and infatuation to imprison Si'en. Xu Dongqing should pay off what Si'en owes you with her life! Kind-hearted kindness, love, and family affection have bound her forever, and she will never die well. Death may be a kind of relief!
Some people change their lives forever! The heroine dies, which is probably the best ending! No matter who she followed, she could never let go of the other man in her heart. One was a deep-rooted love, and the other was a debt that was difficult to repay. This torn emotion not only tortures the female protagonist but also the male protagonist. Fortunately, in the end, the two male protagonists are surrounded by the heroine's children. Children are hope and the continuation of love. Sien! There are no tears, no choices, and no regrets in heaven. Just watch those two men treat you and their children well! They and their children will miss you, but they will definitely live a good life, because they know that only when they are good can you rest assured and be truly happy!
I thought I had become immune after reading so many abusive articles, but I didn't expect that I was still hit by an arrow in the knee QWQ
It's so sad, but the two men love Sien very much, but... The way of expressing it is wrong. But I feel so bad for Qiqi. After all, his mother didn't wait until he grew up. And the newborn baby, he doesn't even know what his mother looks like. 😭😭😭
One is the home she has been chasing and wanting to return to, and the other is the love life she accidentally owed on the way home, the person she accidentally fell in love with until she went crazy.
Before I read the ending, I always wanted to say, Si En, be nice to Dong Qing. He loves you so much. Is it okay to stay together even if you risk your life? I thought it was a pity that Dong Qing really died. In the end, it was Si En who died. How sad it must be for so many people who were good to him. The newly born child has no mother, Qiqi Tuantuan, and no mother. It is sad and lamentable. Gradually, I felt sorry for Jin Feng. In the end, he didn't wait for the person he loved most. As the saying goes, "It's hard to have both ends of the world. Live up to the Tathagata and live up to you." Maybe this is the best ending.
Sigh, it's been a long time since I finished reading this. The ending was really unexpected and made me cry for a long time. Maybe the heroine's final result is the best, otherwise it would be really embarrassing. However, the writing style of this book is pretty good and it's worth reading. I found that the author likes to write sadistic stories.
Xu Dongqing is so cruel, I didn't expect him to end up like this
Her crush is Xu Dongqing but her love is Jin Feng
This book is about the love-hate entanglement between Jin Feng, Si En and Dong Qing. The first two hundred chapters are about the dispute between Jin Feng and Si En. Because too many factors led to many misunderstandings between them, Jin Feng pushed Si En further and further away. In the process, Dong Qing helped Si En without reservation, which also laid the foundation of their relationship. Chapters 200 to 350 mainly talk about the experience between Si En and Dong Qing. Dong Qing took Si En on the road of no return. In the process, the relationship between Si En and Dong Qing rose again, which also caused Si En to be unable to let go of the relationship with Dong Qing later. Chapters 350 to 550 are about the disputes between the three of them. During this period, Si En was mainly with Dong Qing, partly to protect Jin Feng, and also because he owed Dong Qing love. In the process, Si En slowly fell in love with Dong Qing (but Si En never dared to face his feelings). Dong Qing shot Jin Feng because he was jealous of Jin Feng, a total of three times (the third time was blamed on him by Jiang Sen). Chapter 550 later, after Dong Qing died (not dead), Si En realized that she fell in love with him. Later, in order to give birth to Dong Qing's child, she got leukemia and died in childbirth. All in all, this article is really sad, and the death of the heroine in the ending is the best outcome, but both men loved Sien very much, Jin Feng grew old overnight, and Dong Qing also passed away a few years later. Sien only wanted a family from beginning to end, but neither man could achieve it. This ending echoes the title of the book. Overall, this book is well written, and there are some foreshadowings. For example, Sien's leukemia has many nosebleeds without warning in the book, but there are also some characters that are not explained clearly, such as Xu Yang, Qiang, and Lin Nian.
I like Brother Dongqing
It's so sad, especially one section about the unparalleled hero, which made me cry to death. I really don't like the heroine's character, she is indecisive, but I really like Dong Qing! ! Although he is a bad person, he is only good to one person
When I retell this book to others, they say Si En is fickle. But how can anyone who has not read this book fully understand her pain and suffering. When neither of these two men cares about her, she is in pain; when neither of them lets go, she is in pain; when both of them let go, she is still in pain. I thought Xu Dongqing won. It wasn't until the last moment of her life that I realized that Xu Dongqing almost won. Jin Feng was the beauty of her youth, and her love was pure and clear, accompanying her as she grew up. How could Sien forget? Even though she loves Dong Qing, she still holds Jin Feng deep in her heart. When she has nothing to worry about, she will still run towards him under the moonlight and the stars. Xu Dongqing is his beauty. She has a hint of hatred for Dong Qing's love, mixed with too much helplessness and guilt. But I love Xudong Qingya! ! ! ! !
One life, two fates, three injuries, entering the heart, entering the lungs, and breaking the heart in vain...
2021.11.18 Second brush I read it on the website a long time ago. There are some deletions here, but the original text has already been imprinted in my mind. I have always liked this book very much. Many people were dissatisfied with Si En's ending, but after reading it twice, I felt that this ending was Si En's liberation. When I read it, the one I was most upset about was Dong Qing. Although Dong Qing's love was more "selfish" in comparison, the love of Jin Feng, the best person in the world for Si'en, seemed more "big love", but it was this "big love" that sent Si'en to a "dead end". After the second brush, I was still crying. Qiqi is a heart-wrenching child. If he had stood up earlier, maybe the ending would have been different. If he had stood up and taken Si En away with her mother when his father broke up with her again, maybe a good ending could have been achieved. But it's just "if" after all. Maybe this is why I like this book so much, because there is too much realistic helplessness in the book, and real life is often full of all kinds of helplessness.
I really like this novel. I haven't finished the rest yet. It's really great and I don't know how it ends. It's also because of this novel that my interest was piqued. I feel that sadistic novels are super good. The novel is really good. I am reviewing the previous part now. I will fantasize about the rest. Even if the ending is not good, I still like it😍😍 (I highly recommend you to read it too, it's great👍)
It's a very sad story. Thank you to the author for bringing such a good story. It's very heavy. I still like Jin Feng more.
This is the book that made me cry the most. I didn't find the previous one with the male protagonist very abusive (I thought the male protagonist hit women, and my favorability plummeted). Xu Dongqing was the one I felt most regretful about. Basically, all my crying points were on him, and I burst into tears later on. The current top abuse articles
"My whole life, I long to be collected, properly placed, and carefully preserved to prevent me from being surprised, to prevent me from suffering, to prevent me from wandering around, and to prevent me from having no branches to rely on." It's so beautiful, it made me cry a lot, and I read it several times! The ending is just too cruel!
I am always very angry with the heroine. Both Jin Feng and Dong Qing are very good. I really like Dong Qing. Both of them are very heart-wrenching, especially the second half. It is very sad and well written.
After many years, I am still full of regrets when I read it again. The author's writing style is very delicate, and it is the kind of bitterness that spreads in the ordinary. When I read the ending, it was really heartbreaking. A kind of dense pain flowed from the limbs and bones into my heart.