[I don't have to love him, I don't have to love him] I always felt that my father still loved my mother deeply at that time, and as long as I fought hard, they would not divorce; I always felt that if I had said "I'm waiting for you" at that time, Su Qingli would stand somewhere and smile at me one day in the future; I had always felt that I had never been loved by anyone, and Gu Yang was right behind me when I turned around. Actually, if you don't love me, there's really nothing I can do about it. This is a story of love and being loved, crime and punishment. We all have the most ordinary youth, but we all once fell in love with someone stupidly. The person we loved when we were 17 years old was not the one we stood next to when we got married. However, our youth started with him and ended with him. We loved each other deeply, and there is nothing to be ashamed of.