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Author: It's Difficult to Calm Down the Memories
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It's Difficult to Calm Down the Memories
Horror & Supernatural
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When I left the orphanage, I hugged everyone, the aunt who took care of me, the uncle who adopted me, and my friends, but I never had the courage to hug her. I was afraid that my dirty hands would stain her white dress. The cold prison is my home. I have lived in that corner where the sun cannot shine for six years. The high city wall covered my wings. The people in the prison taught me the process of stealing things, picking locks, making counterfeit money, cigarettes, and taking various drugs.
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