I am a gambler.
I gambled on my family, I gambled on my friendship, I gambled on everything...
I am a loner, who will save me, who will save me.
I didn't know that I had been carried away by the benefits, money, and I needed more money.
Slowly, I became less like myself. I shuttled between various online gambling software and wandered among gambling games.
Sometimes when I look at my hands, a stream of regret spurts out from my fingertips, splashes onto my face, and burns my eyes.
Time after time of temptation, time after time of failure, time and time again without repentance.
A child whose future was bright and filled with flowers along the way. Suddenly there were thorns on the road, the sky was covered with dark clouds, and the wind was howling and thunder and lightning was roaring. The bright future is full of gloom. The flowers on the road hang their heads and show a withered posture. The barefoot running child's feet and legs are scarred by thorns. She is trapped in the thorns...
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.
