They pushed her into darkness, they blocked her sunlight, you wanted her to kneel down as if praying to God, she thought: "That's it." The first time she saw him, he opened the cracks for her, and he was like a god, generously spreading light to her.
I thought that the place where the sun shined would be a pure place, but I didn't expect that it would be another abyss.
When she met the god again, he seemed distant and relaxed. She was obsessed with him and gave her life. She embraced his god and asked softly if he could shine the sunshine only on her. The god said nothing, looked at her with disgust, turned around and abandoned her.
Later, after raping him, he once again deliberately approached her. He was as gentle as before. He knelt down on one knee and said to her: "What I have to do now is to run towards you with my sincerity and enthusiasm. All my brilliant fireworks are for you. Please forgive me, and are you willing to hug me again?" Her eyes were sarcastic, looking at him like a stranger, and the words that came out of her mouth were the most ruthless words in the world.
We seek both life and death. Chasing both light and darkness. He longs for love, but throws away the love in his hands in an almost self-destructive manner.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.