Throughout my 20-plus years of life, sometimes I had big goals, sometimes I was very satisfied, and sometimes I was discouraged. I often told myself that I had to walk the road I chose on my knees. I once stupidly said to everyone: "I don't regret anything I do." But every time after I say it, I always feel guilty. When no one is around or when I can't sleep, I always blame myself for why I said so confidently, why I don't know how to change it every time, why I always make that choice, why I keep saying that, what happened in the first place? After all, there is no regret medicine, time cannot be turned back, and there are not so many, what if, there is no room to look back. We often make choices between ideals and reality, and every time we make a choice, we will be defeated by reality, and we have to bow to reality, society, and life again and again. But people always refuse to accept fate or defeat, and have various ideas to achieve their ideals and live a good life. Now I am accepting, **, re-searching for goals and hesitating to move forward.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.
